i wanna cry, life is meaningless... i wanna do something more. my heart is an empty room.
1:34 AM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me A lá peaceful melody It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short It can not wait, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody) It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait The sky is your's!
5:56 AM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
yesterday i dreamt of you. how i worship and sing to you. how i made a song out of a no song and sung to you. before your knees i kneeled down. this shows how much i needed you. im so weak, i need your strength. in the church i cried out loud. professing the greatness of you.
now i know i can runaway from everything but only you O Lord...
i want to go poland , let's go together! let's watch a movie @ lot one just for ol'time sake. let's take fat snoopy for a walk. let's get ice-cream @ island creamery. let's get a tee-shirt that says "im' attached" let's be stupid altogether. let's cook @ each other's hse. too many let's
let me consider all over again. thinking bout it. wasn't it foolishly sweet...
why is there many times when i want it i can't get it. many a times when i didnt ask for it yet it came invitingly. many a times i care so much i was so near but u never move an inch. then @ times when i realised i need to step back then you come knocking. and tell me how much u care. what are u trying to play. what are u trying to convey what's in your mind. stop it.
thanks my dear fren for being so encouraging. i know i must keep on keeping on =D
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean living." I'm whispering "I was lost," Now I'm found and forgiven.
When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain, I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow.
~Maya Angelou~
12:57 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
saw my fren's pix. behind evry good dr, there'll be a great nurse. work is tough. life still goes on.
happy birthday sleepyhead. =D
had a great time drinking wit my dear frens. hahas- i shall post the pix when i got it. it's nice to stay laughing and talking and drinking. but thinking bout work the next day just makes me BORED. why can't i have a two day off. they're bullying us!! OTOTOTOT no money! OTOTOTOT no life!
do something better. or we'll FLY AWAY!
ohs and i attend my fren's wedding on sat! Henry and Huishan (congrats) ahars!! Huishan? isnt it me?no larhs!! ok. blissful marriage. it's so touching to see a new wed couple the mr lee and mrs lee. and the bride looks stunningly gorgeous! when will it be my day? HAHAS!!!xoxo mr right where are u? God i wanna be BACK on track again! revived me. winner of my soul.
