.:happily ever after ?? God my forever:.

ive recently caught this fabulous, thumbs up movie!!
Take the lead

4:49 PM

a queasy feeling-
im very very moody nowadays, esp when exams are over. and ive really spend doing nothing thats meaningful for these 3 weeks. how spastic?!?! stayin @ hm and waitin for the rain to stop. sleepin @ only 5am, waking up @ only 3pm.
it's gonna change, when my attachment starts. im so confused wad's there more to thk? wad's there more to worry? wad's there more to do?
-nothing.
attachment is gonna start. and i hope occupied time means less worryin less confusions and less doing. - at least im tired to do so.
ohs yarhs!! pump it pump it.
black eyed peas's pump it is really addictive
*when can i be back at track?? -running running
i wanna run
i wanna walk
i wanna fly
be away and release
where?? where isst??
cas im so lost
gimmi a compass
bring me back.
Oh God!
your love fills me, that's what i ask for. for without you life's gonna be empty and meaningless
where else can i seek something more true more real than your love
angels, lift me up. to a place called haven , where worries vanish.
where confusion is nothing. Where God is real.
where there's eternal happiness.
Halleujuah

4:35 PM

-Results!!
wows. results were out ystd 12mn.
shocking, terrifying..
Praise the Lord!!
this is my 1st time in history having a DIST! damns so happy!! muahahhas..
ive never even gotten an A before. and i flew straight to DIST. heehees!!
Praise the Lord!!
From what i heard, DIST is being asssesed by the marking board. hahaas
so cool larhs.
my fren say top 5% not quite sure tho-
but if it's real, then i'll be one of the top notch.
muahhas i got DIST for clinical skills!! wheee...

alrites enuff..
so wad bout other modules??
well, it might be the expense of a DIST that all my other modules seems to fair pretty ok.
no failures of cas. in God's kingdom there's no failures.
well this time it's abit bad. no Bs...
But all Cs and C+s and 1 D+ which is dat stuupid pyscho!
okas i still Praise the Lord for passess...
despite not hearing in the lectures, not wanting to attend lectures and falling asleep while i needed to be attentive.
- but i still did very hard for my projs. a fact to recognise.
ended up with Passes..
The Lord is mighty and he's our provider.
Amen!!

1:44 PM

im breeaking down.
going crrazy
turning nuts.
insanity setting in..

pls leave me alonee...
i just need some space.
give me time.
cas i dunno wen.
pls don't come near me.
cas i do bite wen im angry and fustrated.

i don't even know what i really want now.
just dun bother me.

1:14 PM

Beach @ Sentosa with Fang.

frankly speaking it's so great to be back @ the beach tanning-
esp with fang.
certainly. ;p
we chatted, we took lotsa of snap shots and we even did crrazy poses.
u thk we care?? narrhs tat's nrt us larhs!!
weather was nrt that great afterall rained awhile n stopped.
but the sun came back and we were back sun-bathing. damn cools..

im lovvin those pictures we took. and admiring them. u all wuld love to see it too yarhs??
well i will be very selective wit pictures. fang will come killing me with a chop if i anyhow post. hahahas

poor thing- it's my 1st and last time wearing it. somehow we lost it. dun be sad fang, we'll go shop for another better shades! haaahaas...

fang : "im crying larhs!!" where's shade!!

after it rained and we went back n tan. tryin to pose for a nice shot. not that successful tho. ;p

we decided to hab a shot tgt!!

now she seems buay song. hahas- and im damn playful!!

**warning do not continue staring at my pictures if u
(1) don't adore me
(2) admire me
(3) thks im boring.
(4) thks im nrt pretty hahahs!!
pls do not continue.... do nrt waste ur time. it's gonna be a drag. unless u
admire me, adore me, thks im interesting and imptly im pretty!! hahas or gorgeous for that matter. muuacks!!

fang and me advertising NZ natural smoothies. refreshing mango tango!! slurps!!

the babelicious fang. muahahas... don't she looks like she's in hawaii..!! ;p

let ur hair down.cmon!! hahas--

i think i found gold, tat's why im happily starin @ the ground.

not fair lors. fang arhs! this pix so fantastic. just shift a lil and it'll be perffect!! awwhs hahas.

well wonderful!! cas i took it. muahahas =))

no one can stick out tongues like us !!

oh no i can't believe it!! fang is trying to kiss me ... eeks damn les lors hahas

smiling gleefully. ive never been sooo happy.

im sleeping peacefully. lalalalas...

stare into our eyes and we'll make u faint!

wad u staring at?? huh?? harhs?!?!

im a pro bummer larhs!

nuts!! im going crrazy. Huishan can't stop taking me!!

euphoria state. oh goodness....

the end... im tired of taking photos larhs!! my back shot.
will post pictures of chairlift and nz natural icecream wen im more awake. eyes are closing nite peeps!!

3:39 AM

im sick of orchard
and i really hope i could find the o.c season series so i could rot @ hm! and just oogle @ ryan haahs.-

oh my!!
i didn't actually know that my frens and i were soo crrazy.
or culd i say extremely nuts!!
we took like endless photo snaps. damns- hahas
and i thk the people there thought we're abit lunatic.
i love taking funny pictures shall post it and show u're 1 day.
haven got hold of it yet.-

whees i finally had my dinner @ yuki yaki for once!!
like finally...
wells the food there, seriously aren't that appealing to me.
i thk wad attracts me is still the fried ice creeam.. *drooling.
we ate a lil of the fried meaty stuffs.- im feeling like a carnivore.eeeks
so we decided to stop eating and do some fried icecream.
and i shall change my way of sayin, it's nrt FRIED but the metal piece that we cook our icecream
is ICY ,COLD.
hahas we MIXED like lots of flavours in larhs.
tiramisu + rum and rasins
honey dew + dunno what
my style of special combination- bits of watermelon + coffee + green tea = awesome!!
and my fren rejects me wen i offer to him my special special icecreeam combination mix!
damns- hahs. where can u get such a unique combination ehs??
so i tut it was fantastic and i go on trying lots of new mixture.
and finally we got so sick of it. and den it's almost time for ICEAGE2!
so we decided to just move on.hahahas-
i told my fren : we're gonna be LATE!!
and he replies " you thk movie start so early mahs"
- so well wen we entered the cinema, the movie started. :/
Zzzs... that's it. ohs yarhs i hate cineleisure's lifts. for that matter they never seem to stop @ the 2nd level. - puzzled me.
ICEAGE 2 is hell crrappy- we got GREAT seats maybe for once with him!. i still rmb wen those days we alwaes hab louusy seats becas of last min decision. pheews! lucky this time we actually decided to get tix first- so genius!
okas back to ICEAGE 2
critics : i think it's HELL LAME!! Funny dead. and ive never realise mammors are such FUNNY mammals who can HANG themselves on the tree. and the low level of intelligence made me nuts! ;))
and i never knew that animals are that cute only after watchin iceage movie. ohs yarhs and that idiotic animal can spend the whole world's of time CATCHING this acorn nut! which i thk is abit redudant whenever they show this part. well, entertainment for awhile. =)
the director mux be real crrapy i tut.
best of all - all the things mentioned above were free. haahaas!

11:29 AM

April 15th !! e blood donation drive
I accompanied my two cg members for blood donation @ joo chiat community centre. well, i prayed hard that evrything will go well and that im able to donate my precious blood to those people in need of my blood. im O+ okas?? universal donor lors!! precious priceless one!! hahas- damns so i actually went thru all the necessary stages had my infos documented and then met the doc and passed evrything. so i went in and hope i'll nrt meet the spikey auntie again.! cmon larhs. den i got a seat that's super close to her. oh yuucks hahas.-- im so gonna be deead.. she's nrt gonna let me donate.. siighs. well apparently this nurse come along so i sounded really very eager to her pleading her that im able to donate my blood and it's k dat she pricked even it's nrt really very very obvious. cas i trust their skills okas!! in the end she somehow back out. den im kinda pissed so i say ohs why nrt get the mr doc to prick me. he's more professional rites?? no MAHS? hahas- den he came and agreed and say her veins are nrt bad. so alrites lors. i'll let u prick becas ya're a doc wad. and he injected linnocaine. damns.- it's very painful larhs. so came this BIG THICK needle, which is the needle to transfer blood into that stuupid bag! okas. wen i saw it i was freakin out. d nxt moment it entered my veins. and blood started SLOWLY dripping out. ohhs crraps- anth situtaion! blood flowing @ super slow speed. initally the doc claims there's no gd backflow. wah laus i tut wasted larhs pricked alrdy no blood. this is horrible hhaas- but in the end i thk i managed to get like 200mls. and the flow stopped. becas there's A BIG BRUISE obstructing the flow. okas. that's it the spikey nurse came and say she's gonna stop evrything. orrrhs wasted- precious O+ BLood!!
then she pulled the needle out. the next moment, i went dizzy and evrything seems nth. ugghs. i closed my eyes and try to relax. my head was spinning like crrazy!! well i fainted eventually for like 5-10secs. okas larhs. what i only know is that dey actually lifted my legs and laid me flat. to make sure blood is flowing back to MR hardworking brain.!! so it does helps. and i woke up feeling giddy my frens told me my face is as white as a sheet of paper. pathetic. trying to donate blood and ended up fainting. ohs well. im damn paiseh afterall HAHAS- :/
and then my arm is bruised wit a 20cents coin. damns pain my fren still keep pressing !! stuupids can.
aiiyas so well i ended up givin 200mls. this is my newest achievement compared to those unsucessful donation wen im either decline to sit on the chair or becas my vein is too fine and the nurse doesn't wan to risk my arm getting bruise lucky i ask the doc faster prick me. HAAHS- im damn pyschotic larhs. ;p or else spikey will come n decline me n ask me to go out again. heehees
Praise the Lord for 200mls of blood flowing out and being pricked somewhat successful! ;p
oh easter was damn fantastic rites. glory to glory evryyear!! im so proud of those pp who performed on stage. they're either soo real or they're either fabulous actors and actress not forgettin those singers and dancers. applause pls?!??
whees. i love my church --

16th april
today nrt feeling well. stuupid bruise made my arms weak. and this is my 1st time feeling tired after shopping!!?? wad d hell is happening?!? hahas--
shopping for pink pastel dress and white shoes are nrt that easy afterall but ive combed frm far east till heeren. so i did some work actually! hurrays!! tmr im gonna comb the nxt 1/2 of orchard. hahahas!!
ohs did i mentioned im feeling feverish.-

10:14 PM

Happy Good Friday!!

Do you realise sth..?? Okas i'll tell you about it. People seems to love saying happy Good friday but isst really happy?? It's a contradicting verse =))
well, let me explain. Because Jesus died on the cross on that day. So it isn't counted happy wad. But thk about it if Jesus doesn't die on the cross that day our sins wouldn't be cleanse and God wouldn't be able to win Satan and tell him that Jesus's blood has cleanse those sinners and give them new life.
And now what's ur conclusion.??
Isst happy or not?
Or we shouldn't use Happy. We shall just say GOOD FRIDAY! God bless. hahas that's it!!

10:42 AM

these few days haven been really bloggin. yarhs boring days. its seen to be like a routine. siighs oh yarhs ive been workin in bugis as a telemarketer earning some extra cash. thurs was my last day. nwaes she wanted me back for anth 1 or 2 days. but i really thk working is just wasting my hols. maybe i shan't work. i shld just concentrate on other stuffs and help out in my fren's wedding.
These few days haven been really great. except for working. there's just too many things for me to cry about or maybe i don't even know why im extremely moody for that matter. don't be deceive by my outer look. sometimes i can't hold on. maybe evrything seems to be building up making me break down in a devastated state.
Been washing clothes for the past hell weeks. and it hadn't been great @ all, my lil siblings are like free-loader. they're too spoilt. siighs. and now my shoulder really hurts.
been reading the purpose driven life book. im kiinda down. or totally im nrt sure yet. but i thk im rather emotionally unstable.
ive started to read the purpose driven life book. -happy.
maybe it's really right. till ya realise what is your purpose on earth for God u wuld never find the right meaning for life. and whatever u do. u do unto God but nrt seek approval from earthly pp, becas it tires you. and their expectations change drastically evrytime. God never, and his promises are eternal. =)

11:18 PM

whees!! exams are finally over. now im sooo enjoying my holidays for 3 weeks before attachment hell starts again!! hahahas--
and i hope my clinical lecturer wuld be the most kind , nicest one.
aiiyas have been tiring myself out for these past few days! hahs- lOLs... been going for late nite movies and chill outs. yyippies. now.! today it's a lazy afternoon...
and im gonna get hold of the o.c season 2 yesh man!! im gonna rot @ home while enjoyin my o.c marrisa and ryan whees...hahas--
ayes think i need to have some solid plan bout wad im gonna do soon. i think im joining ccm soon. yehs and i think im gonna for dives soon. and i dun care.
ohs and my fren suddenly actually reminded me about driving!! oh yarhs need to learn also. aiyas all need money. im damn damn broke!! ughs and i wanna shop lehs how?? hahaahs...
God is gonna be my providence i shall nrt worry! =)

12:38 PM

it's 3 DOWN!! Im Left wit ONE more!!

Cmon cmon... it's gonna be over.. evryone pls start booking me by this friday! ;p

12:14 AM

another paper down. and im superlatively excited.
becas im gonna get back my life. and start enjoying and then i will start contacting my dear frens for a meet up. and im terribly upset becas my frens are heading into the misery camp and i can't get to see them for the last time. -this im sad.hahs
*and i can't wait for friday to arrive. the annoucement of freedom and no-stress!! awwws
God bless!!

come to think of, sometimes it's really hard to deal with emotions that make me go head-wired.
and a girl like me tends to hab emotion distress. im so worried-
yehs! =)
i want endless shoppings and tanning.
recently has been a tough time for me trying to juggle with exams and emotion distress. and i sometimes wonder why guys are very insensitive with words.
and it's very hurting-
i always tell myself it's because they're guys, from mars and we're from venus.
total different communication skills. but shan't ure be abit more cautious when communicating wit a ger.-
no effort.

i hope evrything is fine. and evrything is lifted up to God to deal with it.
and i shall not dwell on any stuffs! =)

7:54 PM

that damns psycho paper make me almost break down into tears,
i hate!
demoralised isn't it??
despite studyin for long tedious hours.
iisn't it the same? any difference?
siighs**

well i wanna buck up.
and carry on with my 3 more exams!
and i'll be SO DONE WITH IT!
crraps!

all the rantings..

now im so blessed..
my angel actually bought me a purpose driven life book.
super impressed*
and she actually have the time to write words which are in mirror image.
so cool larhs!

and i think my fren's weddin is gonna be real fun larhs!!
im so lookin forward =)) wheees...

and i think afterall the bad, the good and the not so bad and good sum up tgt
the equation is BALANCE-
so well.
im nrt chao happy or chao sad.!
im JUST NORMAL!
a lil psycho.
well and i wanna say
My God is way beyond ordinary,
He's extra-ordinary!! =)
Lamentations 3:23-24
God is always faithful. Let him be your strength when you put your hope in him!
Amen.!!

11:09 AM