.:happily ever after ?? God my forever:.

evrybody !! i'm gonna be missin fer 4 days . =)) siighs becas i'm GOIIN diving!! whee... i'm sighing becas... of somethiing. n becas.... i missed the AGM camp which means, can't meet up wit my primers buds and camp overnite!! awwww... missin all of dem. whee..hehes..
i'm jux wondering!! y isst nowadays the weather is gettin really hot n humid! n it's gettin on my nerves!! awww... n i've been switching on de air-con since last week! see how terrible the weather is ? gosh!! laaalaas... i'm feelin hot! hahahs..

2:44 PM

kewls. todae went to city hall in search of my stuffs. after which...it's thurs again! n i spotted vincent dunno wad n aaron aziz!! suuper dude. hahas. n dey're wearing the police uniform i thk they're filming heartlanders. hmmps. din went forward to get their signature. but wadevas. forget it , it doesn't matter lars. hahas. hmmphs. aft which shopped n shopped.
met up wit bran n went fer cg. fun bunch of pp. i loorve one of deir member there! soo joker. hahas. will go more of their cg meetings. but the factor i gonna consider its' de place we're gonna hab our cg meeting. awww.. it's darn far. but still =)) i suppose it's kkaes. hmmmrps.

12:51 AM

wheees...back from a buffet..wooarhs it's been eons since i had buffet !! esp seoul garden...kkaes! it's very costly lars. darrns. but still it was greeat. but i hate the splattering of the oil n stuffs. yiikes!! brought my sista fer guitar lessons n yars. todae was quite a borring daees..:\ but xcept fer the scoopin of ice-creeam which was super hilarious. u noe wad i'm sayiin if ya lookin. =))

10:00 PM

sat went shopping wit fang!! bought my betula purple sandles...finally!! lols. and i bought a green tube whee..lots n lots of stuffs to buy. realise after shoppin awhile in orchard.siighs i where got so much cash to spend ?? craazy
went to fcbc fer church service after dat. singing dere was greeat hahas. went in front n sing. hmphs. n yeps pam prayed fer me... bout family restoration ...zZzs...kkaes. n i cried. see lar. made me cried. laalaaas...
eerhs after dat evry1 disappear. pam nds to go fer cell grp n me ate wit her cell members n headed home alone. arhgs boring journey....laalaas.. lucky i gt my mp3 to accompany me. pheews. de journey home was never boring with my mp3 ard.
sunday, went orchard wit fang again. n met up wit ben,von and timbay ...muahahas. aft which we watched guess who? eerhs kinda boring movie hahas. bout discriminatin blacks. but i still thk de msg is brought to us quite clearly. hmmphs. if ya wanna be in a relationship it doesn't matter if she's a white , black, brown or wadevas lar. n whether she's pretty or ugly. .... e most impt thing dat matters is if ya loorve who she is....dat's all !!
went to von's house fer laksa! her dad's a greeaat cook hahas..loorve de laksa still can add more cockles w/o addtional money. wheees.... it's FOC lars. thanx von...!!

12:37 AM

whEe...church service was greeat. lols. loorve de songs dere. heard dey composed themselves.woarh such gr8 talent. blessed by god..hahas
hmmps i bought my 1st bible in chc attributes. n got 25% off becas i bought it wit my fren. so excited. gonna learn god's word. todae's service was interesting. 7 diff type of faith....quite straight forward. dere' wasnt any qns. n yar. pastor kong hee is hilarious lar. hahaas.
neways, siighs.... lots lots of housework to be done. awww..ugggs. who's helpin me ?? =))

2:52 AM

kewls. had a bbq ystd it was held at my open space. so it's a 2 days 1 nite event. wasn't realli gd. but still.... i thk it's a very gd gathering. we borrowed vcds and dvds preparing fer movie maranthon but still. i back out =)). n we had nite swimming. so stylo rites?? without lites on. it's alrdy past the time dat we're suppose to swim. was enjoyin ourselves. wen de security guard came n chase us off.. still u noe, i jux dun bother. so he got his aheems. Leader, his words r hostile. but still i dun gif a darn hahas. but u noe. he sounds so fierce dat i thk i better get up b4 he wack me lols.
yeeas. so romantic i placed candles all over the open space. lols. wheees... fang is comin too. pls book a time my primers frens =)).... we're gonna make it better tis time round. but u noe, some1 mux help me pack up my stuffs hahahas. my maid is nrt here. siighs. lotsa of household chores yet to be done. i'm dyiin. bleeahs

2:54 PM

kkaes de feelin is helluva. hard ta describe. yar i noe, i shan't alwaes resort ta ways to express myself. lk bloggin my unhappy stuffs in. n i seldom blog happy moments. yar. my blog changed into an unhappy blog. supposed evry1 notice it, cas my blog is never seen ta be happy.
yar dis feeling is killin me. i culd feel it so deep within. wadsoevas. i jux feel lousy. i'm kind of insane. i' hab this tuner dat makes me go yayas but still it dun last. n i alwaes end up being sick of it. sounds cheem ? but it's meant ta be. in fact, i jux can't ditch my emotions which is harassing me.. i thk i abit of pyschotic. i get depress easily, so take fer example, if something bad hits hard on me even the puniest thing dat had struck on me. i wuld nrt be feeling rite fer de whole dae. i'll jux keep my mouth shut n try to cast myself into somewhere outta sorrows. or mayb i got it wrong. i'll dwell on it.... n keep dwelling. dat's jux so me.cries-
n i mite loorve ta correct evry1 ,pls dun try ta sae u understand evrythin so perfectly. i suppose none wuld eva feel wad i m going thru. somehow i alwaes expect things ta be liddart. it's tough tryin to guess wad ya're thkin lars. lk who u thk i m? -fluctuated from abit of sadness to misery and then down to de depths of depression. sounds realli horrid. but yars.
at any rate, i haven had enuff rest for myself. i've tut dat my house serves no function but that of a residence. which is a sad thing to sae out of a house. i've been wandering out wheneva i culd find time. i dun njoy my days at hm. -sadistic.
--helluva--tho i'm sociable in da ssense dat i've neva lk being alone, but complete solitude is suddenly so bewitchin ta me nows. tho de tut of 'cast away' thing is abit extreme la.
ironical, i jux wan ta be alone in de lap of luxury.

8:18 PM

whEee.. exams are overee.. i'm overjoyed!! wheeewheee....muahahas.. finally. aww after spending hours n hours in library. it's finally OVER! woarh i'm so
at last , i can look forward to my well-planned vivacious holidaes....yeps!!
anyone wanna ask me out ?? plss book in advance hahas... yyyipps!! scuba diving! chalets! shopping!movie!singing!guitar-lessons?! hahahas..
lalalas......after 3 weeks of holidae i'll be havin my attachment. heees.

12:35 AM

*totally obsessed
*smitten by yar guitar strums n pluckin
-intoxicated by yar singings.
-cute pronunciation of chinese. `silly
//in all i'm enraptured in a world of melodious guitar sessions//
fascinated.appreciated.

9:03 PM

i've this uncanny prognosticate .... i'm flunk'g.
=((

1:47 AM

m i entitled to kill ye . w/o havin to be sentenced to jail arhs? i'm sick of ya !! i wanna wallop ya, poison wadeva it takes to get ya out of my family. u sux. broke my family arhs. wanna die isst?? u make my life miserable. siighs y aren't ya thkin wisely .... u knew it. it's all jux a dreeam. y can't u wake up frm it ?? do u still wan me anot ?? dun u loorve me anymore. i hate all ya actions. n i hatee myself.... wad can i do to make u wake up? wadeva it takes.
can i run away frm all these. n nrt face it anymore. i've tried.

11:01 PM

socio was kinda ok. i dunno, i left lk 10 mins b4 de paper end. was strugglin wit some of de mcqs and was strugglin nrt to try sneezing all my flu out. yiikes , so disgustin. de hall was so quiet lars. how m i gonna do dat? hatee de air-con so cold. de moment i start seein de qns , i had mental block. lk so sad. how culd it happen? esp wen de peps who's lk so inconsiderate keep producin unwanted noise. feel lk shoutin at dem. disrupt my brains. de calculations is give-away lars. but... i'm gonna gif it to dem instead of scoring. lames i dunno hw to calculate zZz...
aft paper studyin was a real torture. neva knew i'm feelin soo sick and tired. i can't realli concentrate except sneezin all da way. arrchoo* hahas.. so i requested to leave early lols. we met bran's financial advisor, it's a blessing =) . New fren, nice guy ... lallaas.. i had soup restaurant fer dinners. wooarh thanx... at least i felt much better aft the delicious meal where bran ate lots n lots of ricee.. hahahs. alrites. din noe it's raining lars. so ya...prayed dat it'll get smaller wen i reach hm. which indeed is better...
consulted a doc and had medicine. feeling extremely better den ystd. gonna prayed dat tmr's bio muggin will be a success..siighs in fact i really hatee bio. i can't make it ...Zzz

10:03 PM

darns. finally 1028 was down. nevertheless, it's tough shading de 120mcqs. totally nuts lar. i was lk feeling darn thirsty aft surviving inside fer lk 2 hrs. provided it's friggin cold. nw u noe wad, i dun hab de... drive to start studyin. feeling realli sick. flu and sore throat darn. mux be dat stuupid air-con n de rain i had todae. went down library to study. wdlands became lk a study gatherin fer nyp nurses. kinda weird lk all had told 1 anth to come down, hahas interesting seeing evry1 muggin is soo motivating. but still i'm tired n does nrt hab de extra effort to study becas i was alrdy feeling sick. feeling sick in de midst of exams is really a turn off fer me. darns. haven been fallin sick fer eons n it gotta be back durin my exams. wad a time u've choosen. but sincee evrythin happens fer a reason i'll gladly accept it. god allow things to happen fer a reason yar. jux gotta pray real hard dat tmr's paper ain't gonna be real difficult cas i've spend whole dae muggin n sneezing. i tried real hard ta concentrate. siighs. u noe... n dat idiotic security lorves makin rounds. starin at ya . to make sure ya're nrt doin self study , n u noe, we'll alwaes loorve ta do fake researchin hahahas. so lames ehs. we'll jux sae yayas n yayas... n u noe u noe ? hahas.. stuupid i jux dun realli kaire larhs hahas. feelin abit of cold. is fever comin my way ? aww.. gotta pray dat flu n sore throat will be gone by tmr =) n of cas fer him to hab a gd nite rest. or my curse fer ya is gonna come truee.. hees.

12:06 AM

yiips. one paper down!! but still it's jux de starting of my exams...but come to thk of it... if dere's starting dere's alwaes de end.. soo wheee... i shld be glad..lalalaas.. i shall be de happiest person in da world if my exams is to finish todae..
i'm soo missing out alot of stuffs. lk gossiping, going fer sports n stuffs. n esp.. nrt forgettin my best hobby shoppin !~! whee kiinda excited ehs. but still i mux alwes remind myself dat i hafta start werking on my socio. laaas.. de module dat i've neva pay attention in class neither opened de book. sounds spasteek ehs?? haahas. too slack. tis sem was a wholee lot of slackin n slackin. hopee my yr 2 sem1 wuld be a better one..lalalas.. we'll see till den.muahahas.
fer nw ehs.. jux fer nw. i've gt to push all my desires to one side. n start gettin things donee straight aft my exams. i'm lk so eager fer exams to be OVER. who ain't?? zzz alrites i better go open up my socio n start revising ... got lots of stuffs to catcha. miss ya guys. it's nrt dat i wanna neglect all of ya. u all noe.. i'm busy =)

8:16 PM

was boring, still studyyin.
studyyin.
mugging.
n
infinite muggin.

crazzy??

10:26 PM

was studyin ystd at woodlands. kinda stress ar. i studied lk craziee lors. n bran was lk explaining till he's nuts lar. sorry i jux dun understand. mayb the words u used was too profound. zZz.. anp i hate it lar. y study so much ? y god make our body to such a complicated thing ? eerh dat's wad i quote from jun's phrase. hmmphs. yalor hahas.. ken was dere too but he wasn't really studyin. i supposed he's lk thking bout some1 again yar?
studied Anp fer the wholee day lar. den went lunch cum dinner at pasta mania.. was feeling really full after dat, n yar i thk i've suffered indigestion becas of de endless jokes made out by jun n bran. lamers, n super crappers. dey've hab lk made a stuupid joke out of our nursing modules, lk wad remain eye contact while tokin to pt n ...de list jux goes on. kiinda lamers. i was lk..Zzz i can't stop luffing lar. n dere was even once wen my stomach crampped cas of de vigourous luffing. pls lar jun if ya wanna luff den jux luff. dun try to act cool. alrites? zZzz `ahem
at nite left me n bran studyin was lk alrdy... brain dead. but still manged to put some info into my brain... goin home was lk realli boring. i almost got hit becas of day dreeamin. lousy. zzz alrites dat's all fer de entire day.

10:17 PM

yeahs.now i hab tis sudden urge to blog somethin fer todae. actualli dere isn't anynth fer me to blog except dat i'm realli feeling aching here n dere. i din realli study hard these few days despite nt realising dat my exam dates r gettin nearer each dae. i was lk wad de...alrites i wanna start scolding myself again.
recen'tly i've been puttin myself into a situation dat i'm nt realli comfortable in. i dunno y it's happening n ya pls dun ask me y. it jux purely happen tis way. i kept askin pp de same qns n been debating till i've ran out of my saliva to argue. it's sucha debatable topic.duuhs. i can sense dat, now i lk tryin to accept god in a way or anth but i dunno hw ta describe it. n shucks i jux heard my hp sms alert tone.hyees freeaky. who da hell wuld msg me in de middle of de nite. farrni.i usually dun receive sms lars. so wheneva my sms alert start soundin i'll still find it kinda weird.hahas. siighs. alrites, at least i can save some money n nt exceeding the no of sms given free.
now i thk i shld alwaes take a step slowly at a time, n start perceiving things in a moree mature manner.pardon me but it is rather quite spasteek to hab religion contraints bout who ya gonna llorve. but, it's alwaes impt lar. contradict issue. i shan't mention. i thk i've been repeating a million n thousand time dat i'm gonna mug lk hell b4 i enter hell lars. by den mayb i'll be extremely mad at myself , who noes? zZz...

1:56 AM

finally aq is over...pheew``.. hmmphs k lar i'm soo super drained. i din complete de 75km cas it's kinda impossible given de time limit we're gonna reach. siighs no one completed it lars. darn rites?? de 1st team onli just completed league 2. But we hab a total of 3 leagues to complete. league 1 was de longest and de worst of all . hiking into the army camp running, fast pace walking , obstacles and cycling. i'm....sooo exhausted. duuhs. tell me lar who wuld nort? stupid stations make me back track lotsa of times in de end i missed the cut off time fer the checkpt 11. darn dat checkpoint. n it was tedious to be running and cycling in de rain on the muddy and rocky pathways. climbin a total of 5 suuuper steep hills was ardous. but still, i hafta comment myself fer climbin all =) and tho i did not complete de whole league, i know i did my veery best in tis race and best part bout evrythin is i neva sae i wanna stop n rest. see how determined m i. siighs stuupid checkpts and places which din allow us to find it in de map. or i predict we mite win a 2-3 who noes?? hmmphs. but i was kinda proud bout something. i was de onli ger wearin de bb polo shirt. wooarh isn't it veery honoured? evry1 was lk wondering and giving me indifferent stares, becas it's farnni. lOls... =) i've won alot of boys team despite starting late. soo i'm contended. giggles. and thanx all my freens who came to support me even i've been dq. siighs. thanx....thanx (= and de freens i've supported and cheered fer dem. i'm soo glad dat dey still rmbs me ... well done evry1 !!

11:00 PM