.:happily ever after ?? God my forever:.

wheEs..I've got an A for clinical theory and assessment. Thanks Lord =)) for i asked and it shall be given , seek n you shall find. hahahs..!! and im lk 2nd in class, i feel sooo proud. gees..!!
I shall study harder and glorify God.
Wow. todae's bs was extremely good. i've enjoyed it. It's quite a practical issue, loving one another. and my life greatest aim is = to Love.!! sounds weird ? aim = love? den money how?? den wad bout my future career ..??
well, love is more impt i guess.. and seriously without love, ya're nth. without learning to love anth, ya're jux empty. souls empty... arhs, surveys show dat no. top reason pp fear most is without building a gd r/s with one anth, n being alone for evrythin. tat's MOST PP who fear most. lonliness..
i thk it's a super gd msg. kkaes. d ending had impacted me somehow... sister was sayin imagine having yaself as a fren. like imagine havin another Huishan as your fren... how wuld u thk of her?? wow...!! tis is a great way to learn to treat others better. the bottom line is. treat pp the way how u wan dem to treat u.

11:46 PM

im so deprived of slp.. i was sharing bed with jing2 and sharing room wit fiona and amelia.hahas. sounds so crowded rites. well u hafta take a look for yourself how cramp it was. lOls. ystd had loads of fun! we gossiped, talk and chat well and we acted lame too. but hw sad. my cam fail me wen we got the most inspiring video shots to be taken.Zzzs..
alrites, we swam and played piggy backie, tried to see who's a better breather. hahas well, im ONE of the better ones. hmmphs hahahs. i've struggled nrt to come up till im almost hypo-oxia. i thk i got abit pale after tat. supposedly it's nrt enuff oxygen i guess.
i was somehow Pulled to sch early in d morn. seriously, if dey're nrt in my hse. i wuld nvr thk of steppin out of my hse FOR SUCH AN EARLY lesson. N wen it's a lect!! okas.
soo happy. gotten the results back todae. i'm really super elated. i'm quite shocked i acheieved a B. Well, seriously, i culd hab done better. cas my click. has alot of A scorers. siighs. im alwaes lower den dem by 1 lvl. but seriously i shld hab challenge myself instead of comparing wit others. comparing wit yaself is much more BETTER. and reasonable!! hahas. seriously, wen i compared wit my previous results i've been improving and improving and improving. instead of fallin n fallin..wheees!! tis is really a gd news. i've been climbing up d stairs real fast. n who knws. by den i'll achieve A in future. Thanks God for the good results...!! =)) wows. i'll continue to work hard. confidence is in my HANDS! good results are never hard to reach.
ohh i forget to mention bout my presentation.well, apparently i was quite worried that i wun hab enuff time to present evrything. which looks endless... but whees i manage to finish in time. n lect was lenient she gave me abit of spare mins to complete evrythin in full instead of rushin me off. hahas thanx, and thanx for your undivided attention.!! ohhs i thk she felt quite entertained, she kept laughin all d way.whees sounds lk my puppet show is fabulous.even d most sleepiest man in my class woke up just to see..!! yaaahooos!!

1:07 AM

arhhs...i felt very stress..hmmphs mayb it's becas of stayin home these few days to finish up my personal proj..grrs..!!
tat's why i need some fresh air outside. i went orchard to chill awhile and went back hm... im feeling really tense up nw. tmr's presentation n i haven tried to rehearse wad to sae. n my puppets aren't really prepared yet. no scripts. guess most prob it'll be improtu. gosh!
aarhyas... nw i can't really slp. or i might be able to slp. but i ain't sleepin. thk i'm quite worried despite finishing my proj. i keep feeling sth's amiss.weeird. and i haven decided on wad outfit to wear for tmr. so much for tmr.... and tmr's lesson is 8am. the day i detest the MOST. i dreaded it so much dat i hated it to bypass my life. i haven been attending 8am lects since, for which piglets know when...*shrugs*
im tired need some slp, need some movies to perk up my life. tmr's slumber party.hope it turned out really EXCITING. hp u dunno wad ya're missing out tmr. it's such a waste...bleeash!

1:22 AM

Presenting Ms Sweeetie..!!

tis is the next finished puppet.ms sweetie..!! hahahas dun blame me for bad names.well i just thk keep it simple AND FUNNY wuld do..!! lOLs..!

5:54 PM

This is Mr Gooby!! The office man...

after doin my 1st puppet. i feel abit asthmatic..tho i DUN HAB! the stuupid cotton wool and the felt made me felt hard to breathe...siighs. i got anth ms... i also dunno her name will thk about it..! i'll continue doin. n put up d pix once it's done =)
isn't it cutte??

5:20 PM

im stucked in btw. it's so nrt fair can?? my frens are all having their holidaes except me.! i dun caree... wen isst?? exams are nrt here yet. attachment haven over. wad's wit shs??
kkaes well, i've stumbled across ben's blog n saw tis website http://www.bbswimathon.com/ pls click to view it!! inside hab my photos.waahhahas. i'm joining!! confirm. pls dun crush wit my diving trip! heeehees..pp pls join for an extraordinary cause!!
i nd some swimming lessons to keep me fit. imagine having a swimming pool JUST RIGHT BELOW YOUR HSE. but u ain't using d facilities instead. coop yaself at hm.rot n rot. and use d net. such unhealthy lifestyle. and IM GONNA DO A HEALTH TALK ON MON.
i've crack my brains. squeezed my brain juice dry and still haven COME out wit a perfect plan to present my presentations.! arrhs. i nd perffection!
im missing out wit ervy1 of the frens i've cared once. how i miss thosee days.siighs.. can we keep in touch plss..??
arhs yehs. im havin a slumber party in my hse...gonna be super great.he's gone n an addtional person come. there's no missin out of fun =)
i need some motivation to complete my health talk. i need movies? i need shoppin ...

5:12 PM

arrhs, todae's revelation was superb.sorry for the late late post. aiyyas... im jux too caught up wit stuffs... i loorve todae's bs's msg. evryone agreed it was fabulous.
earthly father is nrt perrfect. but God is perrfect. God is our father. My father. =)) well well, sounds vague.. but wadevas i'm abit senseless alrdys i can' thk really well at tis time. it's gd i actually decided to post something k.
todae i figured out tong hua's score. but the tune was way wrong. no wonder, sounds weird.i admit i'm tone-deaf can? Zzzs..alrites larhs...!
i m hungry nw. any food?? alrites tmr presentation mux be greeat.i haven even read my notes can? feel so guilty.... but i did my small part..hahas. if pal is reading he wuld knw.ohhs well, hope i understand evry single bit of the info n nrt screw myself up in front of d lect. nrt in front of HER.
wondering, how shld i present my health ed exercise presentation in an attractive, interesting way...n i onli m left with 3 days? siighs. hows3?? ideas pls...!!
yehs, i've hooked wit msn winks. if u ever chat wit me in msn. u will noe wad i mean. i'll go really gaga...
well, happy bdae to my both frens, kenneth n zhihong...HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!
ohs well i forget to talk bout my trip to bali...can? i wan trip diving trip..to bali. i nd money. sponsors pls msg me. mommy is so nrt giving me money. eeks stingy hahahs.. but granny is gonna pamper me yeeahhoos...i m soo gonna be HAPPY...!! i wan to study hard n play hard!! God bless me with good discipline during my exams periods ...!!
In Jesus name
Amen.
mommy, mommy....i need money for diving i need money for shoes i need more more money for clothes i need more more more money for... mp3 player can??...
part-time job can??

2:12 AM

--=The seed=--
Don't be selfish; don't live to make a good impression on others.
Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourself.
Don't think only about your own affairs, but be interested in others, too, and what they are doing.
Your attitude should be the same that Christ Jesus had. (Phil 2:3-5 NLT)

Prayer: LORD, help me to remember that my relationships with others are important and the way I treat them really matters. I should not disregard their feelings or needs any more than I would want You to disregard mine. Thank You for caring about me and the way I feel. Help me to become more like You in the way I relate to other people,and help me to love them as You love them.
In Jesus' name, Amen

3:57 AM

mommy is gonna yell at me! woo... i better becareful with my spending. arhs yehs i finally got myself a new stila lip gloss..cool yehs? we went shoppin and we actually left the mooncakies in the cab. well, i'm so nrt gonna curse the taxi driver.! we had 15 over mooncakes. i missed it.!siighs. and recently, i've a fettish fer cam phones. i need one. seriously, i wanna add more life to my blog, well adding pix sounds abit moree interesting. and it's handy. i loorve takin snaps here n dere. but without a camera phone. it wun work well. i envy those pp wit a blog full of pix. seriously, dun u thk picture speaks a thousand words? hahars. and i need urgent money fer my horrible hairstyle. hahass.. any sponsors? pls kindly msg me.lols. arhs wells, i better get back to studyin bio pract. well, i hafta admit sch's cms is such a down graded server. i dun understand, while i was viewing happily wit my bio animations. the cms was down... im so gonna complain to the sch! louusy server

10:35 PM

hahas. i just loorve this RAP! teaser to ya brains!

"Brain Rap"
(sent in by Dr. Linda Walsh, Department of Psychology, University of Northern Iowa)
Well there you have - you've toured the CNS
From your spinal cord to your fine cortex
The brain is divided in 2 hemispheres
With 4 lobes in each - to help you move, see and hear
The meninges are the membranes that keep the brain from gettin' hurt
Don't squeeze the ventricles - CSF will start to squirt
The medulla oblongata makes your heart go tippy-tappy
The limbic system makes you mad, sad or happy
The cerebellum lets you walk without stumbling
And Broca's area - talk without fumbling
The reticular formation wakes you up from sleep
The hypothalamus tells you when to eat
The brain is neat!
The brain is cool!
The brain's my favorite thing in school!
But now its time, before my memory lapses
To talk about neurons and synapses.

12:27 PM

arhs.i'm dead beat`. thk becas of my party nature. i got all these shit to myself.siighs.no wonder i read tis verse which says so much bout me.God wants to let me know bout somethings. i shan't try to shun it. but wen i get the feeling bout how God knws entirely inside n out of me makes me shiver... yehs.! ystd was fun. but made me more tired. kkaes. tmr is gonna my assessment day so pray hard fer me peeps. tat's all i gonna take some rest fer tmr.bleeahs.

12:17 AM

its so nrt me. lemme count, approx 5 more days and it'll gonna be my bio pract. 2 more days n its gonna be my assessment. and i'll finally be able to heave a sigh of relief. well well, it's nrt me. nrt me!! i'm now nrt paranoid. nrt a bit actually. i felt at least. i understand evrythin tat's goin thru. esp bio. unlk last sem i understant nrt a single NUT. it's dummbs kkaes. i attend physically but spritually i'm in my lala land. siighs. tat's me larhs. well lucky tis sem, i understand wad i've been attending. so i find no prob understanding n memorising in such a short time. Oh Lord. help me thru, send me the peace of God upon me.

10:16 PM

A tribute to my most respected person.

im choked by my tears.
the fact that ya're far from me.
unreachable.untouchable.

neverthless im never brought down by the fact.
i grew wit the fact.n stayed strong.
surfing thru the sites rekindled back d bond we once had.

how determined, how strong u had been.
how much u've experienced.
only wen ya disappeared i realised.
aslap onto my face woke me up.

awaken by the fierce slap.
now i felt ya pain.
the storms u endure just for me.

but by God's grace
i've grew to a fine lady.
hoping to make a difference in my patients lives.

u'll be missed by me.
tho i've nvr treated u d way i shld.
i'll be repayin you
carving your name in my heart forever.

1:59 AM

it's been ages since i and you are out just alone.
remembering back those days
i cant help but control the tears in my eyes.
where was the love we once had?
had u all forgotten.....?
the seperation was undeniable.
wasn't it right at your eyes?
but you just choose to remain it this way.
as the years are going to fly past.
pls don't tell me you regreted all that you had done to me.
i've grown accustomed to the way u've upsetted me endless times.
your love would be unrequited to me.
but i yearn for you back into my arms.
y do i sounds so contradict
but i want you back again. the old you.

but i still love u. n ive grown to lift my burdens to God.
and i'll keep prayin for ya return to me ...1 day

5:44 PM

it's a lil more special than the usual entries i've typed. it's gonna be a serious and meaningfully created and typed by me. well, it's always me.
I was pondering... if anybody really visit my blog? and read thru evry single entries i've typed.hmps i've doubt so. the amt of pp taggin is few. yet rarely any commented on the post.sounds abit spastic. but yehs it's okas. i'm fine wit it as long as i'm able to pen down wad i'm truly experiencing my heart-felt feelings. if ya're my all time supporter and does come in frequently to check out my blog i simply appreciate ya precious time.
yarhs. The highlight of the topic for today is Infatutation.
I've learnt if from the book i've kissed dating goodbye, wonderfully written by joshua harris. It's a highly recommended book for christians still stucked in d middle trying really hard to make a decision. Is tis infatutation? The guy oh seems so wonderful for me. Oh well, stop plunging into the dreaming world. Ayees, who knows he might be my future husband. oh snaps it.!
Yehs. i've learnt a no. of interesting points to help get me out of infatutation phase. And focus on being single. Single serves a purpose alrites. Don't u thk you can't make full use of it. But well, i haven come to this part so let's skip tis and try to focus on the idea of tryin to jump out of the infatuation phase. or short-termed romantic daydreamy phase. hahas..
evryone who is right minded has gone thru this phase. i'm sorry to use right minded. i can't thk of anth better phrase.hahas. arh yehs.
Do you ever start dreaming of the guy, you met like yesterday becas he's absoulutely cute. becas he smiles and captured ya soul. eerhs?? abit extreme. but well, wen ya're inside or hooked you wun realised. Even the moment he smiles can melt ya heart. siighs. how deceitful the heart can get. You'll then start dreamin about him. so hope u both can be a perfect couple, how both can fit nicely tgt n be a wonderful, everhappy couple. sounds so fairy-tale... But you thought it's perfectly normal that i've feelings. But ya're wrong. Becas of ya everyday dreamy state. You yearn to see him more. So when you get to see him the next day, your heart thumps faster evry secs. Sounds bad. You're actually idolising him in a way or so and become idolators. And you've forgotten bout God. And hopping happily that he'll fufil your needs and bring you fufilement.
Well, in all circumstances you'll be building ya dream castle that wen the guy comes into your life it'll be nothing more than u ever want. Have you forgotten your purpose?? Is this all?? What's God purpose for you ? To find the right guy you've built with illusion.?? Illusion is nth but deceitful, fake, falsefully created by your heart and desires.siighs.
don't we realise?? We neglected God, Neglected how he gave us the opportunity of singlehood to do lots n lots of things n fufil our purpose for him. Imagine being cooped up with family wen ya're married do you think by than you can grow more for God wen you mux put ya loorve into ya wife. ya kids? Make full use of singlehood. Do nrt urge for a r/s. Only God knows more than anyone else who's the right perfect guy for you. Set rules for yourself. Find someone you can be accountable to. Pray hard for being able to resists temptation.Pray for grace to fall upon you. Lead an extraordinary life for God. Use singlehood to grow in areas God wants to build you in. Don't sulk. Smile for the ever hard opportunity. =) understand the logic. It isn't God wants you to be single he wants you to use the time wisely during ya free time and focus on only Him. He reigns in evry other single way. Brothers and sister in Christ...
a overall conclusion.
Pray with faith. Hold unto God's purpose. Rmb ya purpose. Ask God lead you. Word in it. For God has a person planned to be planted in your life. He will appear. Not he wun appear. So focus and God will lead you. Have faith, trust in him. resists temptation. Fast hard rule : When you always remember God is God and man is man. Only God can fufil evry any single thing you asked for only you can fit into ya missing piece. Nrt man... =))

2:18 AM

yehs! i've received a HUGE revelation frm God, during pst Kong's service. well, seriously i'm so blessed to be in chc. I've nvr choosen the wrong church to be planted in. =) No regrets, never.
Pastor Kong has been such an anointed pst to me since the day i've entered the church. thru him God spoken to me.
aarhs well, i shan't be ashame to share some of my more personal things to pp. cas we must learnt frm our mistakes. nwadays, i've been really cynical n critical to some people. i wasn't even at least being merciful with my words. i tried to show my anger. try to twist and turns my meanings to some pp. i wasn't merciful towards my words. i toked bout it. and i gave silly, bad , mean comments bout the person becas she's gettin on my nerves. well, i've been struggling to maintain my temper n words towards the person. but i jux can't do it. pray hard wit faith. i did. but failed. faith nrt strong enuff. siighs. but it's ok. God spoken to me. wan to continue to be more cynical to pp? critical to people's character? you noe wad, you can't get the hidden truth. ohhs well,... God, i heard and understand. Merciful is the most meaningful word i've learnt today. And worshippin God, building a r/s wit him... Heart of worship....
forgive pp, accept who they are. it's nrt easy... but in tis verse God says,
2 Cor 1:3-4
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be ale to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.
-Being baptised thru difficult times, so you can have more mercy to other people.
-So it means more tribulations and trials fer me. so i can hab more mercy to pp...sounds weird?
thk bout it. makes alot of sense k. hahas....if i've nvr been thru i'll nvr understand how it feels, to be treated tis n tat way. so i've been thru it, i'll gif more mercy and grace to the person. =))
The ones that are moree protruding to m eyes,
(3) The heart of worship unlocks heaven's POWER.
(7) The heart of worship is a MERCIFUL heart.
Amen.
Lord, please forgive my sins. Forgive me for being so critical and cynical towards people. Lord, guide me and give me a merciful heart to attain the Golden pot of manna the heavenly truth,revelation frm you o Lord. Lord lead me along my evryday life. Get the devil out of my heart. resisting my ill' tempered. Guide my tongue to say pleasing words to people and a word of mercy. Amen.

12:29 AM

well, since i'm a lil free n i found some time to be spared. i'll write something even tho i hab nth to blog!? hahaahs. gees.
it's been qutie awhile since i last blogged, rites? oh if i still wuldn't wan to spare some time but blog wuld remain stagnant fer quite some time. siighs.
endless tests are floodin thru my timee.. gonna be quite busy fer SOME TIME. those times r gonna pass.. ohhs goosh! i HOPE it'll fly passs....
arhs well, quarelled wit my lil sis ystd. abit of a tearful event. but arhs. i'm kkaes. i wuldn't wanna be so HOT-tempered again. o siighs.
click is good. m clique's name is click. fantastic. haven tut it'll turn outta so well. tut it during our escape for todae last lect. wells borings. suuuper borings. absolutely.lames. gees. so well 11 of us tut it'll sounds better to be eleven.0.click. taaahhdaa..` sounds cool yehs? i mean zERO cool. gotta study for tmr's clinical theory. liana revised. hope it turned out greeat tmr. i'm more worried for pract. wondering hw wuld it be. o God. i gonna pray fer good accessor n good grades. good luck too hahas.
had abit of ice-cream n junkie food. nw i'm feeling abit of full. o mom is here to nag at me. ooo pls eat ya food...grrrs.. ayyes nowadays i dun really hab greeat appetite. o siighs. somethin wrong wit my stomach.? *pondering. o nwadays i've hab a fettish for tv programmes.wonderin y... n well, todae had discussion for new polo. o so excited. wen it's gonna be out ??

8:21 PM