.:happily ever after ?? God my forever:.

like a pea.
like a kidney.
wrapped like a mummy, preventing movements!
sleep soundly, cry loudly
eyes so tiny, hair as soft as silk!
lifes of children are soo precious and valuable
they're adorable and irresistible amazing!
they cry, they giggle
what an amazing artwork God has given humans.
but some people neglect the wonder.
and instead think it's just an unborn thing.
abortion is the next choice if they had done the wrong decision.
but why such things happen.
blame on the saddistic society that shape the people.

i do love babies.
and they hab this particular johnson smell. so weiird.
hahhas!!
and i wanna cuddle them 24hrs/7!
what a fabulous time i had with them! =)

7:44 PM

this song touches me inside, out.

When im weak. You are strong
You're my feet, when i can't move on.
You're the light in the dark.
You're the whisper inside my heart.
Im all for you - Jesus.

Things happen. Shit happens too. And sometimes it's unexplainable why it happens we gotta take it easy and let it go. Let all the worries and anxieties all to Jesus. Because when im weak he is strong. When i can't move on he's my feet to carry me. When i can't see the light in the world and i wanna stop moving. He shines in the dark and bring me through. He's the whisper inside my heart.
He guides me forever. And never forsake me.
Sometimes humans take things too hard and can't let it go. We gotta learn to take things easy and brisk throught the whole process.
Im tired and aimless. I suddenly felt that my life is abit out of the way. Well, i shall cling on to God and let him guide me back.

11:16 PM

im tired of evrything i seriously i need to do something in my life. im breaking down soon and i thk i nd my hols come really quick before i go mad!
last week of june any takers wit me to go on a hol?? for 1 whole week! pls msg me. anywhere except china n malaysia i hope expenses wun be expensive too =)

10:32 PM

i was browsing thru this blog and found something amusingly interesting. pandora.com wows. im so amazed by it's technology that it has provided. it's somehow like a junk box station. but it's really a highly recommended site for people who are soughting for endless new songs to add in to their collection and also not to look thru rubbish but similar songs that u love!! =) it's such a fabulous site. thumbs up!!
im lovving it!

12:18 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANTILLE--! ;P
Huishan!
*God bless for public Holidays on Birthday!

1:43 AM

it's been really great knowing you guys for 2 and a 1/2 yr.
and i really love them loads.esp celebrating my bdae in advance. we had a steamboat celebration @ some bugis outlet for ma la steamboat. tho it's a lil stuffy and hot. we still got over it and had loads of fun eating and laughing! and the best part of it is that i got a free steamboat dnr. so happy!! after it we went to get my bdae gift @ bugis. becas of our close friendship choosing a gift and asking the person to choose is alrdy a no big deal issue. or a no issue thing =) we only hab this policy as long as the person lks it. hahahs- so there's nth lk not enuff sincere or wad. it's alrdy so sincere hahas-- well i bought this rattan bag wit a big green flower on it. simply love it to the max! muahahs--
and we had GELARE's cheese cake can. my dear fren jun wen bought it upon my golden request! and he still rmb. i hope i hab 1 whole cake to myself and for them! and well we had the cake at mos burger and drunk ice milk tea. took a couple of pictures and we wanted to chill and talk and nwae time is still early night is soo young. best im workin aftnoon shift the nxt day. so no prob chilling out! hahas we drunk @ breeko 2 bottles for 10 very affordable. and we started sharing heart-felt stuffs. and it was really very meaningful and i thk sometimes we ought to meet up more often and talk.
you will never knw wad the other party thks only wen we start sharing in-depth stuffs. it was such a great sharing. and really i wouldnt wanna stand up and get going... becas i was so much into it alrdys. but we still hab to cause they hab to rush for their last train or buses! hahas-
all in all my frens are great. those who came i love them, those who can't i still love them no matter wad. hahahs--
so bless . so bless. =)

the joy of steamboat! smile peeps!! =)

they love steamboat just like us! ;p

take a break!, give us a smile ...

i knw this is an ugly, stupid smile but i can't help it. ``retard!

the 4 pretty future nurses of the day. =)

the ma la steamboat! wheees!! abit disgusting tho. hahas-

faster chiong for food. they're gonna snatch from me! hahas

heh,heh!! my mouthwatering gela're cheese cake!muahhas

this is derek- da li shi! hahas. popeye

narhs! don't say don't hab, im feeding u now. since u rmbed my fav. cheese cake and bought it for me! heehs!!

chong quan is so fortunate. surrounded by pretty ladies like us! hahas

eh enough! i knw im photogenic. pls stop taking my pix!

chong quan looked like a small lil kid wit the gelare tissue. and the happy hueiping! smilees

this is just sooo delicious!!muahhas

wad's wrong wit u ?? i eat u also ka jiao! crrazy!!

my almost finished gelare cheese cake. before i finish it up. gonna take a pix!

the fantastic peeps of the day! just love them!

cheers!! breeks 2 for 10 bucks!
-the end-

11:19 PM

i went fullerton for chocolate buffet. it turned out to be a sweet, sugary chocolatey date. all in all the date was grreat and now i realised my capacity for eating sweet stuffs!! hyperglycaemia!
i was quite amazed at the interior design on fullerton hotel. ive never step in before. so tortise right?? hahas- well maybe this chocolate buffet is over-advertised. that even before u wanna come savour the nice chocolates u gotta book it in advance of 1 week. well i did. that's why im all eager to be there smelling and tasting the nice chocolates.
and tho i cant' rate it as perfect 10 out of 10 i still thk it deserve a raw score of like maybe let's say 7. they're missing out on lots of sweet-toothed stuffs. like let's say chocolate ice-creams. dipped in chocolates and topped with almonds.-fantastic. they don't hab this. or maybe they shld add like chocolate truffles lots of lots of sinners chocolates the shop found @ centrepoint. hiyyas. they shld hab that!! i minus like 3 points becas of all these stuffs that's missing out. ohs yarhs actually ive shld rate it like even lower, because of the lack of manpower. aiyas the waitress are very very slow. the fruity wine not SWEET enuff... hehs. i still tasted some sourness in it. gu zhong dai suan?!? lOLS! and i got a very bad seating place inside instead of outside the buffet stop. ohs well and theyve only like 3 stations... so pathetic actually.
and the outstanding bill was like a horrendous sum of 83 bucks. for 2 person.
-i almost gaped in horror. wows expensive. but well ive actually prepared enuff tho. my mom sponsored me for that. we go on dutch.-
after this sinful date. - lost of 30bucks , gain extra weight, extra harmful lipids. and i think maybe can cause water retention or something.
i need to reflect alot... and start to do some exercise.
my fren's weddin coming and i gotta dance after like only 3 more practise-sccrreams...
possible i dunno or not. hahahas-
fullerton presents : sinful chocolate buffet the not so fabulous. ;p
but well i love the hot chocolates. and im quite surprise there's this chocolate from wad magadascar. AMAZING!! that cartoon show which i actually couldn't stop laughing. i love that movie. ;p well tat's a sweet choco so my hot choco shld be sweet sweet one.

the hot cocoa station no.1

an unintentional flash i got this nicer picture then d top one. hahas

the middle station : with green tea chocolate. well i comment that this green tea tasted like some kaya bread crreeam. not very very nice. ** stars given out of 5

if you could figure out the tag beside. it's called bailey's ivory chocolate soup!! awwhs chocolate also got soup one. amazing hoh??! rights! **** stars out of 5 a must try! i love those almond seeds. -drooling it's white chocolate.

another soup of the chocolate day. grape soup. very unrelated lehs. also dunno why isst included in a chocolate buffet. hrrmphs. but well grapes are healthy! ** stars out of 5 the soup not that tasty dunno wad dey did to it. but i love the grapes. crunchy!

Acacia Honey Chocolate shooter. looks like tequila shot! hahas- before i scoop the inside i actually wanted to like scrape the icing sugar. but my fren said. u thk tequila isst??!!... so out of point. but well... anyway **** stars out of five i just love the raspberry. oh yarhs the double layer and honey taste dessert is alwaes so delicious.

okas ive forgotten their nice names. well the top one if im not wrong erhs brain dead.okas larhs i dun rmb their names. they taste quite okas. ** stars out of five. maybe the below one has one more extra star that's all ;p

well this is a highly recommended must try cake in fullerton! it's their House cake larhs!! damn damn nice..!! ahahas inside it's crunchy with dunno wad. i thk biscuits crumps. and then @ the back of the cake approx a 1.5 cm length thick of chocolate fudge. pretty sinful. hhahas. but who cares?? ***** stars out of 5

some mint chocolate cake. ** stars out of 5

look carefully @ the 2nd pix. it consists of a glass wine beside it. well that's the fruity wine which cost a hellish price of 15plus bucks. so unworth. ;p

our 2nd round of chocolate buffet. the 1st round was @ the chocolate fountain getting some of the fruits n dipping in into the chocolate fountain. didnt took a snap of it. cause it looked gross after finishing 1/2 of it. my braces turned chocolate after a few bites of crunchy watery straberries. incredible the berries are soo ENORMOUS lars!! my fren squeezed the whole berry into his mouth. huhs?!?!

the centre of attraction. even before i stepped into the unclear boundaries of the buffet session me standing @ the small lil counter in front. i could smell some char tao smell. and den i realise it was this fountain doing the smell. hahahs- hilarious. well initially it was quite addictive havin the chocolate aroma. after a few more visits there im gettin abit sick of it. hahhas- was wondering how the pp survived seating just next to it. i complained at first that we didnt got a nice seating near it. my fren say it's ok becas the chocolate stinks after a few more times of visiting it. true enuff i felt that way too. hahahas!!

the fruits dip and marshmellow. *** stars ouf of 5 i still like the plain puff without cream in it. with chocolate coating on it. totally rawwks!! - this picture abit spoil shaky hands.

my 3rd round of chocolates before i get sick of it and start puking all over.
and the weird thing- m feeling sleepy the 1st time wen im out eating @ such a lavish hotel and a spanking price of 35 bucks i would never feel slpy but motivated to gobble up those chocolates. but im feeling slpy!!! so weiird thk the wine is playing a trick on my slping time. hahas--
now i knw hw to cure my insomia! drink more fruity wine!!

the 2 person band a volinist and flutist if ive given the right name. hahas- oh yarhs. they're the nice peeps who's been playing and filling the whole hotel main lobby with melodious classical musics. and i tut we could somehow sneak in and try to ka jiao and play the grand piano. unfortunately no. and i tut we could find a way by making them to open d locked door for us, unfortunately no. hahas- but i enjoyed the music.
and we went to the fish pond below to ka jiao those retarded fishes in the pond. and they wack me wen i try to hold on to their fins. stupids fishes. i shall slaughter those n fry it one by one!
so painful lors. wack my fingers somemore.
im tired. ;p
the last standing me. after rounds n rounds of chocolates!! wahahahs

well did i mention i was so impress by the pool lounge on the 3rd floor i suppose. i hope i culd swim there @ nite wows. soo cool rites?? and open a 21st bdae party there. sounds pretty expensive. or maybe it might be a blast. a private party @ the pool side. with my loved ones. =) so perrfect.
the end-

12:13 AM