.:happily ever after ?? God my forever:.

LiSteN uP..:HeY i m SICK!! sICK! sICK!! aRRggHh tERRiBLe EekY fEElinG!
hmmmz finally my fever subsided frm monday 39.9 degrees till todaze the normal range 37.3 . it was a tough time dealing wit my high fever ! almost tut i will kanna brain damage cuz fer 2 days my fever was still at the high side. havin tis fever was terrible i cannot consume panadol as i m allergic to it . on moday , tokin to me was like tokin to a retarded kid. my reaction was slow . i hab to pause fer a while before replyin back to u . i hab to bathe cold water to bring dw my temperature . my maid hab to sponge me at nite when i was sleeping . everythin was a nitemare. my mum even tut of bringing me to de hospital if by todaze my fever dun subside. actualli todaze i m goin back to my sec sch as it was teachers day but no chance...cz of my fever. the food i took was so bland. i lost my appetite . de food seemed so yucky to me . but mayb due to my fever my taste bud changes taste ?? hopefully aft returning to de norm range my taste bud will come back .

2:20 PM

29th nite to 30th morn:
went to gracina house .waitin fer ck to arrived,goin ecp wit us.finally arrived.check bike n went down to flag fer a cab . but zx called told us to wait fer him. waited.....in de end, his cab cannot take so many bikes he called us n told us to go dere ourselves..darn it hahaaa...hmmpz we were de lastest to reach.every1 was already at mac waitin fer us, 2 more pp joined us fer de nite riding. dey rent de bike b4 i reach.told by dem my bike seemed to be quite good as it's light.. haha..we slack abit n den ride to de bike shop to pump air into our wheels n check if dere's any faulty stuff in de bike. wen everything was settled. we start our journey. the 1st stop will be de toilet at ecp . geez.. den nxt stop to de big road already. we cycle n cycle.. sooo de tired. was stoning . haha i mean every1 was stoning. we onli knw hw to cycle. followin de one in front. 3rd stop at esplanade durian..we rested at dere, once we stop n rest we dun feel like moving on already..so de tired. i hope we can end our journey immediately n take a cab home..sob sobx tat's wad i wan onli but smack me back to reality. we mux continue our journey till morning. wadeva. perseverance its' de word ! hmmmpz. soon we started cycling again. noticed some of de places at de road was dangerous. hab to be xtra careful on the actual day of nite cycling. dun wan any thing to happen...yupz...n at de next stop i suppose it's at de habour front.if i'm nt wrong..haha..cz was abit blur wit de routes i onli knw hw to follow .. we stop at de habourfront n rest dere...sat at dere de security came n told us to leave..we said k n wen he leave we r still siting dere hahaha....oh ya...one of our team-mates fall badly.. wen we reached dere den i saw his wound was quite bad. felt bad of not kwing hw to treat it despite being a student nurse haha...;p to be continued..... den ...i cannot say those journey details if those joining de nite riding it wun be fun fer dem to knw bout it. so continue frm de last part of de journey.. we reached ecp ard 5-6am was exceptionally early. of cz lor...we din stop at all le. gt stop also few mins. somemore we all chiong to ecp wun reach early is a lie lor...i'm nt very happy despite reachin early...we still hab to wait fer pam to arrive which is at 8am. tut we could call her n meet up wit us earlier but she off her hp. sad ... we waited near de beach. de sea breeze is strong...gettin chills.. wearing fbt shorts. leg was gettin cold hands was gettin cold.luckily ck lent me his shirt.waited ....time was passin slow, den suddenly heard some funny sounds like human tokin but indeed nt human tokin ... huh wad was tat ?? so contradict ?? haha den i look at ck den he told me aiya it's nth it's nth lor..it's jux a cat lar..den i was like huh ?? cat ?den he showed... me lor 'dere de cat is dere la' he said last time he also shocked when he heard tat, budden indeed was a cat mewing tat's deir sound wen it's ard early morn. phEW! such a relief ! haha tut it was something else, he said lucky can see de cat or else can shocked to death i was like eeEKS disGUsting haha..soon it's 6 plus..decided to head to mac. sat dere n slept dere till it's 7 somethin. pam arrived we started our meetin. was sneezing all da way... had de feeling dat i m gonna be sick..wadeva lor jux hope i can reach home early.. n slp all da way.took de cab n went to grace's hse n took my bag , took a cab home bathe n slp all da way. woke up took my temp it was 39.9 was shocked. decided to goto de clinic. went to de clinic alone. walkin dere was difficult. was so dizzy... almost faint. de doc was shocked tat i hab so high temp. she prescribe me med. n sponge me wit ice-pack. i almost cried.. it was sooooo cold..sobx..;/

10:00 PM

meetin at nine early in de morn fer our 2nd session of kayaking star 1 . de last day of it. de day we gonna receive our cert . hEeez... todaze we got to kayak alone unlike de 1st session we can hab partners . kayaking alone was a challenge itself . we hab to control de kayaks as it changes direction easily . it was tough movin in a straight direction. we even learn de rescue thingy. comin out was a lil difficult . cuz of de sides dat r very tightly fitted on ya. u mux be calm to be able to come out . hmmm it was damn tiring royston our instructor. make us do an expedition ard the fish thingy place. it was damn tiring as fer de other grps. dey were relaxing at the shore...;p anyway onli till dat day den i realised our instructor was onli yr 2 in sp most prob he shld be either 18 or 19 . tat's quite young..hmmm ? haha anyway dere's something funny during one of de kayaking part. chun meng's kayak actualli capsized haa at tat time. i was kayaking towards him n den i suddenly realised he disappear lol...royston went to save him. heee...everything ended and ya we got our certs . n we took pixs n celebrated sarah n eusoff's birthdaze. everything ended fer every1 but not fer me , gracina , kenneth , chun meng and zhi xiong. i thk it's de starting.....

9:00 AM

haha i collated all de pictures...hMMPz..

1:15 PM

wA'dS lUrVee ??

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,..he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal:"I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination,the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent
their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work,she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured.Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her
voice....

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same.Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.With a new environment, the gal learn sign language &am p; started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day,her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.

Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how
to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know
how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now, or else you will
regret one day....

11:21 PM

blOg! haha i've been trying to type finish my entry fer de camp but i thk it'll take quite sometime fer me to finish de 3 days off. cz it's jux so happening ! i've gt lotsa of stuffs to write n comment ahhh..haha.
todaze sch was tiring. felt sho de 'lan san' ! wadeva. ystd we went to rajale's office n gt his admin no. hahaaa.... todaze we check out his attachement hospital. tut he'll be in sgh or somesort of hosp but he ended up in NUH goSH..!! same attachement place as me. chiam liao hahaa.. n same polyclinic wit cq. we in library check den kanna tio shock.lOl. i keep smacking cq's back. can't blif it! tat flirt same hosp as us. lOlx. lucky his was sixth floor ours was fifth. haha. hmmm... sch ended kinda early unexpected. 3pm. rot in sch. at de elibrary gt a lousy comp wit a lousy mouse. was fed up wit de things dere. left ard 4pm. slept thruout de whole journey. went home n continue my slp. haha todaze nt very happening bah. hope tml dere'll be more happenings fer me to note cIaoz guys!

11:42 PM

wEEklY PriMers mEEtin...
brought my stuffs fer activites held by primers. haha tis club totally rawks! nt long aft our camp. we're already eager to meet one another. tis meetin is great. it' gets us together. we played bball n captain ball. thE game was kinda boring haha cz it's like passing here n dere n here n dere. every1 snatching fer 1 ball. but de game kinda unfair sia. tat tallest guy was in de other grp.wah lau wen he jump no one can jump higher den him le. hahaha such a cheater. he's alwaes a cheater. in camp also.muahaha de captain ball ended up rubgy kOOlz. but gt injured. gt a small bruise at my right kneecap. oUch! it's pain when i walk jux exactly de join dere haha...hmm.. soon it ended n we went to de canteen to hab a drink . i bought some fulling food as i m darn hungry. had onli 1 cheese pancake fer de whole dae.pengx! hmm..malay food was niceee..lurvEe de cabbage . see wen i can go dere n eat again. we played cross n open. felt sho guilty haha cz it's my turn to trick others. but also bery song! finally when we tell dem de ans dey was omg! liddat also can haha...same reaction as me wen i'm in da camp guessing like mad. i hate dat qns fuzzy woozy lurVes blah blah....tis de correct one told by some1 ..?? omg i almost went bonkers guessing wad's da ans. hmm..!!

3:30 PM

tOdae was boring whole day bio lesson, but a blessing cz it ended early haha. went to lin zi hse as usual wit cq n jw. went to clean up her dusty fans. make her hse more like a hse. tt's wad frens r fer. rot dere n went to eat in amk hawker centre. cq fell down while walking down a level ground.luff until i pengz. he stayed still until lin zi went to help him up! i was too shock to do anything. i kept luffing non-stop! it's damn funny.went back sch n went back bio. lesson ended early too. went to rot in library n waited till 5 b4 meetin primers fren at amk. was missin dem even wen it's jux one dae. argH...haha de camp was grt! see those blogger diary fer more info alrite. i'll take some time to update i'm gettin busy wit stuffs!
hAIx damn F$^kInG unfair.!! i receive ms chiang sms telling me dat i've miss 15% of lect classes wen i nv miss any of my lect b4 !! fIsh!! sho idiot onli aft realising it's becuz i've nv went for my elearning tt's y i'm marked absent ! wad's de whole world turning to ? i've jux forgotten to go becuz i din noe it's mark as attendace ! i dun mean it manz.! 2nd warning letter tt's fishing unfair! wad da hell it is? oMG! i'll kill her if she dun gif back my attendace ! wad de idiot person she is! spoil my whole dae when i went to meet primers fren fer gathering at amk pizza hut! was sho moody. din hab de appetite to eat n order grt food. sulk all da way but mange a smile aft all. it' was onli at da last part dat i've gt betta, n played games like de no. n lame jokes. todaze was nt a bad day aft all despite of de stupid absent stuff!i'm goin to sort out stuffs wit her tml i dun kaire u betTa gimmi back mY attendance or else i'll strangle u ! bItc!@# !

11:28 PM

1:45 PM

wOW!! 2nd dae , woke up early . prepared myself fer tis long awaiting day haha. we had peanut butter bread,milo. i din nt drunk de milo. i hate hot drinks haha.heard dat it's very swt lucky i nv drink it. 1st game, searching fer green marbles. geEz ard the green grass...darn it! haha how on earth can i find it on de green grass...hmm..but i found lotsa of marbles though lOL. tis game was boring. but de funny part was, we keep pushing blue marbles..(our opp team) into de grass haha..praying dat dey wun find any of it lOL.we'll cheaters..gee, worst still..wen i spotted white marbles together i seperated dem. n even throw one to de other side, but somehow it ended up on de floor which will nv be retrieved. i gt damn guilty thking dat. dere'll be onli exactly 100 marbles. if de grp who's searchin fer de white marble will lose fer sure..haha but "ger u thk too much le" lOL. aft tat, we waited hours fer de nxt activity while we played de name game wit de grp we worked together during de marble game. gosh! i actually rmb every1's name haha !!the hours of waiting fer de rafting seems loooooong...but it's realli worth while,;) haha...we'll be in de sea, tis would be de chance fer me to suntan le lOL. our grp is still small despite grouping wit them.2 pairs r needed to go fer kayaking while de rest stayed fer de rafting i stayed . cz it's kOOLz! working in a big group instead of pairs, more-ever i tried kayaking b4. wit much effort our raft was rdy to be in de sea. we chose our life jackets n did some small lil exercise given by de commander , actualli his motive is fer us to be wet !! as if we sho stupid! when he ask us to go into de sea further. we stopped n started to push our raft to de sea muahah u did nt succeed! 1 by 1 we jumped onto de raft wit our paddle.de sides fer de rafting team was fulled. sho i sat in front of de raft wit our grp's flag waving high in de air hahaa...i sat beside de other grp leader. 2 gers r at de back too doing nothing like us. aft rafting awhile we started to shout 1,2,1,2,1,2 non-stop haha . this is de job of bo liao pp seated at de front n at de back! at least we did something fer de grp ! muahahhaa...laZy piGs..but aft tat we did change wit those who r tired. our enemies so cunning, dey even attack us splashing water at us n also kayaking in front of us. evil dem. muahha but we use our leg n kick. even once we tried to overturn deir kayaks..lOL..!! even though our kayak grp nv attack dem., they're still slow!! hahaha...dere was once wen i was seated in front rafting. de enemies came n attack us again.i buay song. den splash water at dem. but kanna splash more in return !1 arRRggH i got totally wET! but becuz tt time critical moment de enemy raft was nearing us. sho dey told me nt to take revenge den i was like aRRgghh!! k you r de childish one ,i dun play~~~!! i continued to raft. finally we're miles away frm dem hahaha...den aft all stuffie... lets' goto de impt part of de day....we having tis primers idol. kinda like american idol haha but de diff is tat we dun sing alone... we WERK wit a team. every grp hab to cheer. n becuz my grp is small in no. we grped up wit kelda's grp n johnaton's grp i've forgotten their grp's name. den we hab tis chio bu n yandao cheer frm kelda soo funny so hokkien. so entertaining. let me sing once fer ya. anyway we've came up wit crappers n proud to say i thk tt word is suggested by me.. [Chio Bu , YaNDao ChEeR] - APPLAUSE-
CRappERs oei..
OEI
Crappers OEI
OEI
--fastforwarded---
guys = crappers eh char bo si bei chio eh
gers = yo li sa si yo li sa si [ while caressing deir own hair acting cute...hahha]

gers = crappers eh dar bo si bei yandao eh
guys = yo li sa si yo li sa si [ caressing deir hair acting KOOLz ...haha]
to be continued...-honestly i've forgotten de cheer - some1 pls helppp me...hahaha tis event seems to be ages already..soo dun blame me.. k i betta continue frm here....
n soo i supposed de cheer was a succesful onee.! let's den sae bout the primers idol de item dat we gonna perform. hahaa tt's realli de most memorable n enjoyable onee...we teamed up wit nua-zi n dere i met lotsa of kwEL fREns..haAa all so funny. i mean nua-zi consists of almost all guys ? haAa..k dey're realli a fun lovin grp. so aft much discussion we're doin a singing item. n a dance n sing item. we're goin to do tat stand by me. wad's tat call ?? aple calar ? oOPie i dunno hopee u're understand wad i wanna sae. de song tat's w/o music n we're goin to make all kinds of sound to make it sounds like de music? woot isn't tat marvellous ?? k wadeva. n so we decided to sing i believe de prince of eygpt ost. with the help of 3 choir pp i bet we're make a great job wit singing. forget to add we're doin 3 in 1 item. haha....k so de nxt one wuld be tat william hung ; she bangs..woahahaha tt'll gonna be damn FUN lOL we did wad william hung dance. hw he shake his butt n sing she bangs. n our hands high up into de sky swinging round n round as if we're r him! r we mad? hahaha...so damn fun. sooo let' me tok bout the practise tt's....
everything is settled. 1st item, stand by me aper calar , nxt continued by william hung : she bangs n lastly the h-i-t item i believe.
every1 got real serious n started practising cz there's no much time left fer us.roger our mentor ish soooo serious.. haha i bet he wanna us to win the title 1st primers award idol ? lOL...ok wadeva. n there 3 of us r playin likeee mad ?!?! guess who r den trouble makers?? lOL...n tt's gotta be me, ding yao n kenneth. we tis 3 craziee fellows r likee luffin all de way wen every1 is serious traning deir vocal . esp stand by me. tis song gt 3 of us bonkers! we r grped together n supposed to make this sound. cheeep sprm.... k can u get wad's de meaning of tis word? wen u're busy makin dat sound no one realli notices it. but dat bery bo liao kenneth. actualli told us wad we're tryin to pronounce n tat's C-H-E-AP sperm. haha erh?? sooo any1 knw y we're lufifng all de way wen we're performin? k so tis is de reason y 3 of us r craziee. no one knws de reason. tt's y every1 tut we're jux fooling ard. ohh...so bad rite? but we realli hab fun. my cheek bones can't stand de pressure of luffin too much. gEee...n ding yao too i bet. even kenneth is goin tired of luffin already. roger gave us a stern look n we gt back trainin we told ourselves nt to be affected by tat cheapsperm while prononucing it. but it wun werk! wen kenneth giggle a bit. i wuld jux luff continued by ding yao. soo it' continues liddat. n continue...... haha gigglin non-stop
so onli de last traning we tried to curb ourselves. haha. k so we tut by den wen we perform we wun luff. to be continued.....

9:40 PM

1sT dAy oF BB PrImeRs inTEr-poLy cAMp!

gt excited.din pack my stuffs before de nite. gt trouble wit it. woke up . searching fer everything. every'thing went messy. tut i'll be darn laTE.haha nah almost! bb asst head sae can leave our stuffs in de club room.i ended up carrying it everywhere cz de room is unavailabe. heavy bag.rubbish inside. pull it everywhere....Finally sch ended.time to meet de primers.went to de same old place. was hoping to get into de same grp as cq dey all.bUt..god was playin a trick on me. i was actualli seperated frm cq n fiona. n dey actualli ended up in de same grp. gd 4 dem. bad fer me. i was darn fed up!! unfAIR! how comE?? even fiona's best fren ended up in de same grp as her. left me alone. n de worst part was, fiona's best frens' ended up de same grp as me. jun wen pang seh me. i felt so xtra. wadeva. i demand a change!! but i knw it's impossible. duhX! it's alwaes diff to change to a team u wan in a camp. but i tried asking. i walked alone. her frens walk together. i kept quiet. unlike me! i hate keeping quiet. i followed cq. was moody. i was sure. de days in de camp wuld nv be a fun one. my grp was small. a size of 6 pp.compared to other grps ours was realli smALl! b4 gettin into de bus. we were seating down chattin. saw cq's fren which he knew at shi zi lu kou. haha i call him johor fren. we chatted. saw alan. asked where he placed his bag? n pointed to de big hiking bag. he sae nt his. but we insists! haha onli aft we boarded de bus den i blif. dat was others.sat wit cq. de whole journey seemed boring. de five best frens sat at de back. de bus was flooded wit their noise. wen we travelled halfway , we hab to make a detour back. cz some1 forget to take some stuffs.

soon we reached de campsite. we're de last.! time to part wit cq.. goto our bunks. walked alone. went up. gt de bed alone! felt sho sad. i said nth. hope dat i can find cq. his my onli fREN! my bunk consists of 9 gers. odd no. i'm tat odd.gosh! hmphz.we went down. n had nite games. those games was boring, din find interest in it at all.cz i'm alone. was sho fed up bout de arrangement. but i can do nth. but there's 1 activity dat interest me. tt's de beach. it's so wonderful ! during de nite stand at de beach. feelin de breeze. haha but tt's nt wad we're gonna do. we hab to push up de ping pong ball out of de pole wit holes., wit water. can we do it? we succeeded! haha.. but every1 was aching here n dere. hours pass.... n it's time to wash up. rmbed, tat i was alone if i'm nt wrong. brush teeth. change clothes. went up. i felt so moody/sad/wadeva.i slept early! cz i knw dere'll be more de nxt day. hope it'll be a betTa daY?? quietly sleep while others was chattin away. i was faking slp!cz i knw dere's nth fer me to sae. soon, every1 was slping. but i wasn't. i was bothering bout everything dat happened to me. tis is wad frens r fer...... i pray dat it'll get betta!;(

1:00 PM

gEez todAe was great. i spend lotsa of fun wit my bunch of craziee frens. we had a fun-filled dae. todae no lesson cz my lecturer had tis grad thingy n sho we r a whole lot of lucky fellows! n thus excuse frm lessons for de whole dae , it's bio de most boring lesson lucky we gt away frm iT hahhaha...! wadeva! went to army market wit fiona,cq n lin zi. it's fun ! we went searching fer dat idiot stall n ya there's onli 1 . dat stupid uncle was damn secretive as if he's like a thief! but indeed he is! haha i thk he shipped his NIKE stuffs illegaly to sg lOLx he tut we'll undercopS! he sho de damn rude! becareful hoh later i bao toa u den u knw hahaha den u'll be put under de bars geez. me sho evil . aft tat, i decided nt to buy frm him anywae i'm alsho nt in nd of shoes! somemore u sho arrogant den dun buy lor! u lose out! hMMpHZ! hahhaa...aft tat we went to eat at the hawker centre below it. cq treated us sugarcane drinks thAnx maNZ! lOLx. aft tat we decided to catch a movie at cineleisure brotherhood buT, too bad fiona nt comin along. nvm lor but anyway in de end we did nt see de movie cz the time jux dun telly wit us. sho i suggest dat we go sing KTV! hahaha. sho fun le. we sang like hell, mad, wadeva! we even used lin zi's hp to take lotsa pix. it's nice lor i'll show u all wan i gt hold of de photos; ranging frm slping to stupid faces to act cute , arrogant! hahhaa...we bo liao! lin zi voice is great. vocal strong! haha. we even found out her family secrets! damn shocked! haha but it's a gd news aft all! yEAaz...n we even went to de neo-print shops to pose for pix! it's cute n funny lor. we pose like no one else business... draw n put words on it. we even paste a small pix on a piece of paper into de shop's foto album lOLx. fREns fOReVE tA'ts wad we wroTE in iT! tt's wad we pledGE! gEez...

11:38 PM

tIRed dAY lOrz, sick all de way flu all de way! somemore kanna tricked by cq haha he say todaze no bio lesson den end klass 1pm but hoh he blur lor nxt time dun blif u liao made me sho de ...aRRggh lOLx nbm lor made me nv bring my netball stuffs . den aft 4pm klass chiong back home take stuffs le chiong back wit a cab! cost me alot lor u compensate me? hahaha aiya, todaze training was k onli. kinda boring. coach was there . but players r getting lesser every traning sho sad. hmmz but ritez..traning was damn basic lor. i've been doin all these drills for 7 yrs . made me boring. n i was even unable to train higher lvl of skills wit de seniors. sad sia onli can sit n watched made me sho de sad . tis is 1st time in training i sit at de side n see pp play lor made me .... sho de like useless liddat.hiya nvm. i'll wait i'll wait!! i'll wait till de dae i enter de team lor. fer surez. geeZ ! hiYAz..aft traning as usual met up wit chicken but rite.. he off early lor when i wanna go in front n tok to him. wah lau i almost faint lorz siao bo. my vision blurred.!! i was damn shocked lor. wat's wit mE? is it becuz of my flu hmmz mayb bahz. lucky i gt back clear. n was able to walk or else chicken wuld leave me alone at nyp le ..sho sad de. haha no lar i knw he wun. hahhahaa..tt's de end . niTEz hope tml i no flu can go army market wit cq dey all yEAz i'll buy my hip hop shoes tml! lookin forwarD!

11:35 PM

Song: Angel

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

1:04 AM

cOnTEnt:JULY 31ST
hIlOwz! blogger i'm heRE to write rubbish again hEEz. hiya ystd nv enter my blog cz i reached home late n was kinda tired + i dun wanna play de comp later my lil bro knws bout' it , he sure wanna play one. sho i dun wanna 'hai ta'! wadeva lor. ystd i went orchard to shop wit my mum, bought a ralph lauren romance perFuME! de smELL dAMn sWeEeeeT like de dolly ger one haha...aiya den i took de chance to grab more clothes n bags n wadeva i wan lOLx cz my mum dere mah sho i dun nd trouble if i hab enuff money or wad lorZ! sho i bought those stuffs tt i've alwaes wanted, n ya i bought my sis bday presnt' tt is on aug 1st lor haha.todaze i asked her if she liked it luckily she lurVEe it. yUppiX.!den i went to meet up wit tan hoi n teng hui ! dey treat me drink n caKe haha gEEz thANx! it's delicious lor. we tok crap , sotong, fish n prawn anything tt can be said at cofFee club . until my mum called n remind me tat i'm nt yet home haha we stayed dere until pp close shop!...den i took 190 n went home wit teng hui. tt tan hoi rich guy stay 5 mins walk away frm wisma. ORCHARD lAND! haha PRICing damn high...! rich ish rich lORz.

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