did my bio in bugis. shopped and got a tee for my fren.
then took a cab becas im late for church- service was really greeat!! crossing the line! im a line crosser! gonna be one.
okas! and i got to knw a grreat news larhs.! i can actually be my fren's bridesmaid. damn excited lors! haahhs--
made a wrong prayer. childlike faith- yehs no probs!
evrything ended well! great! now its back to worryin if i did my revisions! hahahs-- boooo ;p
2:41 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
a true story !
A University professor at a well-known institution of higher learning challenged his students with this question. "Did God create everything that exists?"
A student bravely replied, "Yes he did!"
"God created everything?" The professor asked.
"Yes sir, he certainly did," the student replied.
The professor answered, "If God created everything; then God created evil. And, since evil exists, and according to the principal that our works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil."
The student became quiet and did not respond to the professor's hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.
Another student raised his hand and said, "May I ask you a question, professor?"
"Of course", replied the professor.
The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?"
"What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?"
The other students snickered at the young man's question. The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat."
The student continued, "Professor, does darkness exist?"
The professor responded, "Of course it does."
The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colours and study the various wavelengths of each colour. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present."
Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?"
Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course, as I have already said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.
To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist, sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat, or the darkness that comes when there is no light."
The professor sat down.
The young man's name: Albert Einstein
1:12 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
unpredictable!- okas seriously i thk i need to blog! just becas i can't keep still about such stuffs..!! awwws.. can u imagine that it's lk life is so damn unpredictable!
can't imagine like ur schmates wuld turn out to be ur bf or sth! hahas
ohhs i really can't put myself into their situtation! i suppose i can't!! nono-
yehs! so i thk i wun be. but still it's sooo unpredictable. just think about it. ur gd or close fren becoming ur bf?!?! hooww weird!
hahs- to me frens are frens. =) i hope nth comes out this way tho!! hahas. not that its a bad thing. but too WEIRD for me i thk i can't handle it. so yehs!! cheers i hate mugging.!!
i was so damn not motivated dat i didn't open up my book! slaps--
5:31 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
no highlights for today. just abit mad! becas i had to finish all the houseworks. wondering** my siblings are really a waste of shts arse.!! ugghs(except my da jie did helped) dey never acted like they alrdy hab no maid to serve them. now im the MAID! ohhs c'mon!! damns.!!
ive washed the clothes, swept the floor, mopped the floor, picked up tibits wrappers (thrown around by them) and my house is HUGE! not lk those small lil huts! which i can finished in a few mins. and that i hate BIG HOUSES! it's nuts nuts!! i rather be placed in a small hut!
and i hate brother and sistas who dun worked!!(bleeahs) (tho lil sis brings snoopy ard a no. of times yehs!)
okas and snoopy he is sooo irritating. before i could actually try to catch MORE SLP!! he barked to make sure i'll bring him down for a walk!! now i hate snoopy~
snoopy is a pest! hahas--(evil grins*) ohs sighs! how long more am i to suffer without a maid??
God gotta bless me for endless strength cas i hab to study and also work!
12:27 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
i love moulin rouge.!! come what may...!!nicole kidman and the guy awwwhs.sooo sweet! so wen isst my turn? hahs-
my gift is my song! i hope you dun mind ,i hope you dun mind, that i put down in words...!! how wonderful life is, now ya're in the world!
wheees.
exams exams!!
Praise Lord For Exams! for holidays are nearing! heh!!
12:52 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
upset.totally-- supposed a slot of my holidays are booked for my mission trip. but well, all messed up now. just becas im informed that i can't be going. siighs- reasons are nrt divulged out here. it's 100% confidential. ugghs- well it isn't the right time. there's always a right time in a season. yarhs? like it snows during winter. if it doesn't it's so WRONG.
and im supposed to start mugging and im nrt. so the timing is so wrong. and im supposed to mug during exams period. and i ain't doing that.-
then im supposed to know. that im gonna study psyhc wit bran once again. or maybe organise times to study wit him for once again i nd to strive.
so yarhs that's a small bite of my life.
might plan to go for dive trips in bali or monado.- coolness. =)
3:10 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
it's been really long since ive last blogged. simply becas i felt no one is patronizing my blog for that matter. dat's why im nrt very motivated to blog hhaas- and that also there's nth happening. but recently i had my skills test assessment. and kind souls prayed for me. wow..! i tell you prayers really work. it's like i got the case study i desired for and also a nice lecturer. God is good and he's our provider. PTL.!! AND she was kinda impressed with my skills despite me feeling nervous here n dere and nrt having the conviction of faith that i'll pass. she praised me !! wheees...im flyyiing. ohs yarhs, recently im falling sick- siighs. been coughing non-stop since the day before yesterday. it's sooo terrible i tell you. that i actually woke up at 4am discovering that ive some difficulty in breathing. oh siigh!! den i started popping flu pills and by the time of 5am i fell asleep into lalala land. and den i woke up like 9am for school despite nrt sleeping enuff. i dragged myself to sch..lalalas and den came the very unbelievable part. i actually had a small bowl of lor mee for the whole day!! CAN U IMAGINE?? ive never eat so LIL in my entire LIFE- this is soooo pathetic. uwwwhs..!! and i had CL test. vene say it was okas. so let's hope it was okas.!! ;p now im wonderin if it's due to my low immune system dat i actually hab no appetite let's hope my appetite comes back tmr. and i wanna shout and yell that i really really love my cell grp W270 for evrything!! wheees... a tremendous meeting ;p
12:20 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
depressed- well i shan't be feeling this. it's been a tedious, tough week ahead for me. and im just gonna strive on. grit on my teeth and set myself tough.siighs` and i got this really meaningful poem. do you ever know what lies within this fabulous looking doll-? the secret was never revealed till.... and afterall it's a ragged doll pieced up by rotten cloths. the final piece was impressive becas of jewels and diamonds added. glittering glazing evryone's eyes no one had thought it was made up of rotten cloths
only when one day the jewels and diamonds dropped off. now inside of the ragged doll was smelly cottons pieced up by humans. and one day it got so worst that the smell stunk the whole entire shop.
now the shop owner decided to throw it off. becas of it's worthless.
no matter how the ragged doll feel. it can never express it's thoughts to any human beings. becas DOLLS has no mouth that can move and no face that have facial expressions thus it's just a waste of time afterall. deep within it. crying loud.-
And God one day took noticed of this ragged doll and gave her life. now the ragged doll has a mouth to express and a face to show expressions. but she felt it waas redundant. afterall, no one is there to appreciate anymore. for all has thought she is dead.-
now she wanna turn towards God. for all she now has is God. but this ragged doll needs support for someone needs encouragement. the doll shouted out. " God so where's all?" was i suppose to left alone, even after giving me mouth and expressions. are just redudant. Now God was fuming with anger. You ragged doll~! Can't u talk ? take the initiative. Ragged doll say, becas i am ugly. no ones wanna be near me... i live in my own world. no one wants to understand what happens to this ragged doll. afterall a doll is just a doll. she requested to be once again a doll without mouth that can move, a face that can never show expressions. so she pushed herself one corner and weep silently.- hopefully without expressing, gave her a chance to forget.-
12:25 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
ain't motivated- okas, i really really hate 1 week break. especially studybreaks` seriously it isn't even really close to my exams, my exams are on the 1st week of april. and now. it's only march- HELLS!
wad's that man. crraps and icas to be completed in time- and damns- i dun even hab the least bit of motivation to score well this time. i just wan to merely pass evrything and ENJOYS- yiikes i sounds so half past six- WAD A lousy A T T I T U D E- i HATES!!
none of my frens studied except my chao motivated fren who's way back in malaysia with nothing to entertain her. not that johor is lousy shts. just that, not as many things to tempt u not to study! im sooo falling into the temptation trap. -sccreams * no frens motivated me. all can study at the last min. last min hug buddha's leg. eeks aiyyas i dun wanna be one larhs. sick SICKS i damn SICKS can!!
who's gonna motivate me?? SCORE A'S!! NO WAYS. cmon!! u better WAKE UP-slapss!!
and hell!! my frens all ended their exams and are alrdy planning for holidaes and parties and endless PARTYING!! -oh messed!
now who's to sympathise Huishan, God, allow me to be discipline. score well and glorify ur Kingdom! amen amen!!
