nothing special about this post. i just think it's very cute. happy family. (;
9:16 PM
Family Bonds
crazily. i thought about. then this photo is so attractive. large,medium, small feets aligned, upright ,left right.
i wanna thank my family for being so forgiving towards me. for my HOT temper, sad times, bad times. the times when they stand-by me.
sometimes when work is so bad. i just wanna cry and rant bout it. being bad tempered. a way to relieve my stress. i didnt did it on purpose. i was just terribly upset on how things ended.
believe me. every member in your family loves you totally. even tho they don't say it. as breed of Asians. we don't vocally announced we love that someone. but we LOVE. be acted it ; by buying lil things. like parents : bought my fav. food like brother : accompanied me when no one wanna WATCH movies with me (hahas) like sister : who hear me rant non-stop den finally told me. * u mentioned before. this is the xxx times. *paiseh* like granny: who hears me talk my heart out. -i love them. yes. i don't say it but i do.
and im' glad they came into my life as a family. thru sweat and tears. love and joy.
sometimes when times are ultra difficult. they stand-by-me. people might say NO. my friends stand by me. but i truly believe deep down they're still supporting u. CHAMPIONS! my family! (:
6:10 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
i was so inspired. to write a post on what's happening...
day in day out i see increasing patients. then it comes one day ; chest pain. another a/w SOB. then it comes asthma...
worst day of our life, we see collaspsed cases. and then close kins came in crying because they can't accept the situtation. life's all unpredictable. if God takes it away. we can't say no.
why can't we treasure our life abit more.. and love the people around us moree. the more isnt' a difficult thing to act on. we just have to spend a lil more time that's all.
working everyday makes me really exhausted. i dunno how long more could i withstand all these crap. but for my patients i see, i couldn't help but not stop caring for them. for i know the pain they're going through... every moment of their life. i definitely play a lil part. i know i'm gonna impact a lil more a lil less.. can u imagine a sick patient lying there, and u give a flat face of YES? can't u just smile a lil to brighten their day. do something that extra mile. emotionally brighten up, support them
life's difficult. life's tough. all went through, everyone experienced it someway or another. we shouldn't squander the precious moments of our time.
stop and think, then think again... why must we hesitate to care. why must we hesitate to say WE CARE.
can't we just care. can't we just be there for the person can't we be a little more appreciative.
11:24 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i realised simple is the best. back to sweet ex love.
i feel so myself and happy with you around. (:
still... i'm contend this way. life's liddart.
12:09 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
i'm awfully impressed~! whooos...
i wanna learn and isn't it sweet to play a duet with the guy you love. <3<3 !! (:
11:55 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
my temporalis is suffering. the tension almost cause me to have syncope. what is happening. day in day out you see increasing patients.
i can't give up. i'll clench my fist and do it.
my heart aches. i'm a lil dis-illusioned.
......i you.... .....me?
*exhausted!! follow the lyrics. my heart says it all. enough please.. it's torturing.
11:50 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
i chance upon this song. speaking exactly what i wanna say. sleepyhead. (:
my patient say thank you. she gave me flowers apparently i didnt even see it. my colleague brought it home. OH WELL. forget it.
yeahs!! compliments. HAHAS... well, so happy 1st time patient complimented with flowers. missed the scene. more to come Praise God. (:
12:13 AM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Hi nick, i'm very impressed with the life you're living despite the circumstances you're in. Truly i believe what you said, we shouldn't be limited by our circumstances. Seeing how u live your life with true determination. Inspire me totally. i was in a true dire straits of my christian life, feeling lost suddenly. But nick, you're a revelation. With your testimony, i believe that God is doing a greater work in evryone's life. With him, EVRYTHING is possible! Nothing can stop us. and i remember this verse 2 cor 12 :9-10
"9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Thanks for bringing such a great testimonial. -hugz- (: God bless!
www.lifewithoutlimbs.org
11:58 PM
it's a shitty day! hahs- only fang will understand this. a gazillion tuts of this. it will never happen. and it did! next time round, i will love my cap. urrrghs!!
so i had a good time talking to fang bout men. about why dating sux. about why i hate it this way. about why it left me wondering all men are so un-trustable then the cause of these all.
finally still without an answer to the whys. never mind that, if we are so smart alec. what's God for? amusingly... humans still try to figure out. i'm damn by all these whys. and i'll give you this WHATEVER attitude. there you go...
a treat for a why of your manys...
*seriously, i personally think it's so damn unhealthy for a lil kid to do this. imagine my lil girl doing this, i'll say" continue your whatever i'll give you a damnever!" HAHAS!!
3:26 AM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
i never felt nothing in the world like this before ; Now I'm missing you; And all my tears they keep running down my face
1:36 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
why does this wave of downfall depression comes again. didnt i mention i'll bind it in the spirit of God. didnt i mention i'll be strong enuff to comprehend.
i'm tired. i'm tearful. i'm eternally depressed.
i can't continue. if you pull i'll be stagnant. my arms are too short to reach out.
i can't understand the way of life. i can't put it into my small little brain. it's exploding. and i need some outlet. my lil brain cries for help all day long. as i chuck something back into my recesses memories. i can't rmb the day wen i wud face it. i just chuck it conveniently. and then, i exploded once again. always as usual.
i need to breathe. i need to run. maybe i should go.
