-Free- With you I am free// You give me no worries//Like the sun you warm my heart//And i'll follow without a doubt//Now i face the future// Hand in hand with You//And Your Spirit freshens//My soul like waters new// Your peace it stills//My lousy mind//You are holding me//Everything works out for good// For those who love the Lord// So blessed am I with You// Always always always// I will not bow down// To this world// I will praise Your name// For You are worthy
7:58 PM
somethin pricked my life. n it's never b4. i need God to guide me. for this is a test , i've to face n endure thru. tho it's hard n ardous i know i can overcome it wit God. cas Psalm 118:8-9 says it all...
4:51 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
it's been ages dat i last blogged. n i jux realised... lots of things happened. attachment makin me busy, freen's bdaee... yayayyas` hmmphs... where shld i start 1st ?? ... alrites shld sae bout wad happened todae. went fer make-up service which is de youth service lols. n noe wad? actualli i found no diff btw youth service n adult service. all of dem r on fire for God. =) hallejuah. soo it' doesn't really matter if i attend de adult or the youth service. so longg i'm praising de lord =)) felt kiind left out at the starting hahas. cas i dun hab much frens in chc. so i prefer to meet up wit my frens who r frrm chc. whees` neways, service was never louusy!! awesome n greeat...`whees.learnt to spreeead God's Kingdom thru de marketplace hehes. nrt onli fri-sat but mon to thurs..!! hahhas alrites` prraise the lord i met up wit lotsa of freens. in da morn i saw rebecca ting! my long timee pri sch freen wooarhs she's grown into a real fine lady =) aft which i met up wit my sec sch fren n had some fellowship wit his cg . all of dem r nice n wonderful =) n u noe wad shock me de most. i actualli saw my gd pri sch freen frm rgps..yu yi n her sista is my sista's fren hahhas. complicated yars? whees` praisin de lord was never bad. muahahahs. wad a reunion!! chatted n made new freens. n i gotta knw a neew freen in de bus.!! soo kewls rites?? such things also can happen hahahas. i suppose my frens n i were too on firee for God dat we kept singing worship songs. as we walk to de bus station n nrt to mention even in de bus lols. n aftwhich a guy who was sitting at da back was like gigglin. i was lk eerhs?? y is he giggling. i suppose i'm de only person who realised it hahas. so i tried to act norm. n i nv expect he brokee into laughter! wooarhs` lols..my freens all stared at him den he suddenly said. eerhs i never knew u all were so on fire foR God hahas. ohh chc pp ?? we sae yeah..he said me too =) wooarhs. de world is really small muahahs. a new brother =) hmmps. aftwhich he intro n we started toking. n i found anth fren who's stayin in bp !! i hab a total of 5 freens who's stayin in BP!! whees` amen. =))
was invited to bran's bdae party. whees` soo heartwarming. ah gong, ah ma camee. relatives n of cas cg members. gave him a polo shirt, flip flops, disc n musicalnotes. hopee u lk it. hahas. yeps!! had a really gd timee in his house. fellowship wit one anth. played guitar n sung worship songs. even his ah gong knws how to sing!! wooarhs i'm amazed. ah gong u're soo kool hahas. alrites de day was afterall really gd. cas was celebrating my best bud bdae too which is b4 his party i was eating suki sushi buffet. hehes. fang.. ure' 18!! whees. bought her a tiramisu cake n had our filled. neway's aft bran's party i went to meet up wit her again. n we went acid bar! whees..praise de lord cas de smoke dere is nrt as smoky as devil's bar. muahahas drunk n chatted wit fang. lots of things to chat ,noe her moree. soo kewls we shld hab moree of sucha sessions nxt time. neways de ambience dere is really greeat n i loorve de chiiips!! FOC = free flow nrt dun nd to pay hahahs....!! hehes. n yar except de fact fer me havin diarrhoe in de middle of my sleep fer 2 timees. yuucks i thk i ate something wrong. :\
8:01 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
todae's service is awwwesoome!! n i thk it's de best out of the 2 i went. kewls. i felt dat god has somehow toked to me in de service itself. But God....!! yaars!! was lookin thru de biblical names n i happen to see a few interesting n meaningful ones. Zaneta Hebrew's God Gracious Gift Evangelina Greek Angel Faith Teutonic Faith trust in God n the list jux goes on. i listed a few dat i thk it's really nicee.. hmmphs was thking bout...alrites i wun be thkin bout tis yet. nrt till i knw moree bout my book!! moree bout my God =)) Amen!
11:27 PM
church service wit PaStor Phi Pringle was greeat!! but u noe he speaks too in depth, fer me tis new baby of christ is really hard fer me to understand nevertheless de service n worship songs r fantastic n awesome! i loorve de band. c3. Joe is really cutee.. n nikki suuper talented. chance!! de hit song! went service twice n sang twice. in loorve wit it. Change me// I dun wanna be the same// I dun wanna feel the weight of tis world//!! so kewls. kkaes bdae spent in hospital. n church.so swt of junwen dat he bought a cake fer me. n sung it in de pantry hahas. still loorve it. =) wonderful. tut i'll spend it wit my frens. but i actualli spent it wit God ? hahahas. nv tut of it b4. i tut i'll wanna hab a bdae bash or so wadeva . but still. i thk it's suuper meaningful! bdae was abit unlucky. morn rained non-stopped. tried gettin a cab but still useless.!! booked a cab it din came. was late fer almost 1 hr. my lecturer demanded back de 1 hr. i can't!! i'm havin service so i told her i'll return it de nxt dae. tellin her i'm gonna celebrate my bdae! hahas. alrites? of cas she allows. hahas. attachment is greeat. patients r suuper gd. =) n frendly but still i thk it's super tiring. rush to church n had to queue fer 1 hr or so. tut i wun be gettin in. lucky i squeeze my way thru wit the squeezer king! hahahas.free sauna service. perspire. siighs. alrites. sung n jump lk mad. was kewls.never knew jumpin was so much fun. shld jump more. i nv knew comin to church was so much fun. at least i din realise i'm so tired n dat i felt energetic n forgotten bout the weariness i'm experiencing aft my attachment! fri my cell grp members celebrated my bdae. thankwee.. muaacks hahas.loorve de cake loorve de shirt. neways, went clubbin aft service. devil's bar. yuucks really devilish. imagine entering devil's room ?? hmmps. crraps. smoky chamber. hahas waited awhile. sent by simon thanx. aft which we danced on de dance floor obviously. saw gers seducing guys. DAT'S CALL CLUBBIN. yiikes. despise dem. hmmps guys r lk. so despo too. alrites i drunk. de guys wanna treat us . but obviously i sae no. i'm nrt dumb harlows?? yuucks. i tut of entering zouk n chinablack n i'll quit goin to clubbin. see pp hung over aft drinking so much. i'll nv wan. =) i rather dance in churh. =)) <3>
1:31 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
it's 11.53 and i can't wait to annouce that' i'm 18 !! wheees... Happy bdae to myself , happy bdae to myself , happy bdae to myself, happy bdae to myself. God is blessing me now! God is blessin me now! God is blessing me now! God is blessing me now! whEees.. hehehs..!!
11:53 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
ehs guys my attachment starts todae.. hmmphs. nth much to talk about... patients standing 8 hrs without sitting. todae was quite alrite. becas of de endless talks. din really do much. was really slack. hmmphs but i realise i've forgotten lots of things. siighs..hmmphs! hahaas. alrites i better do some reading up to refresh my memory esp the anp of renal disorder. suuper impt fer me! cas i'm werkin in de renal specialise ward!! so i gotta knw moree bout my patients. tat's all i'm dead beat. byes!
5:31 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
all the anticipation is gonee.. results out. nrt as expected. cas i expect dat i'll fail alot of modules despite studyin fer many hours. jux dunnoe y i'll thk tis way. siighs. alrites. results nrt quite satisfying. like i said. u'll nv get satisfied wit things. u'll alwaes wan it better. n alot better. ok , i'm goin to divulge a few things. lk, i got No As or Ds fer tis sem exams. quiite sad. as in. becas i scored no As siighs. I thk i better be more attentive during my lects. like i can't slp can't eat during lects and of cas can't tok. u noe?? gpa sux like hell. i'm aiming a 3.2 nxt sem. gd and high expectations. and c'mon pls. dun go ard telling me dat ya results ain't gd enuff. wen it's lk so high alrdys. pls larhs... all of yar. r makin me super piss. or pissed. lk i've said. diff pp hab diff abilities wadevas. i jux can't be alot more bothered bout all ya grades and dat u all can't reach ya expectations or wad? i dun wanna compare i jux wanna aim high fer my grades but nrt to be compared wit others. i hate comparing. n obviously no one loorves it too. esp it' makes me soo inferior. plss shoo off frm me. i shan't dwell in it. soo pp who knws me well u noe. stop hao lianing to me ya grades. dummbs yeps ystd i went to meet up wit fang. realli nice meetin. went snoopin ard shops to shops n see wad we're missin out. hahaas. thking of wad to buy fer mothers' day , n i finally found the thing dat i've been searchin high n low =)) . met up wit chun meng at nite at cartel. ate some finger food n chilled dere. toked n luffed. was realli fun meetin up. nxt week is attachment week siighs. n i'm gonna try to catcha wit evry1 ... plsss plsss be moree understanding guys =) thanx hahaas.. -todae-5/5-cell grp- went to purchase notebook, ate suuper nicee ice-cream n free curry puff. headed to: cell group --extremely fun n interesting. songs r realli grreat.. company ard dere is suuper good. gettin into the house of god praising him wit all my freens. got a free notebook, 2 free bookmarks.
12:46 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hyes. i'm back evry1!! more interesting blog to update of cas. yiips! plss....diving was suuper fun larhs. my freens are suuper sweet too!! all of dem are nice n took care of one anth really well. i'm nrt mentioning names =)) hahas.. buddy was gd too except de last dive he left me alone.-shrugs- jux louusy larhs. i got lost u noe. n the visibility of de water was suuper bad lar pls. i can't see anything. n i freeak out of cas. was in de middle of nowhere. i see nth ard me. can't equalize de pressure properly. lucky sherilyn found me larhs. thanx man. she calmed me down of cas. both noobs but still we wanna act rational. we were deciding whether to abort the dive n surface up. but still i thk it's nrt a very wise idea...! so i was panicking n thking. so contradicting how culd a person thk wen she's panicking?? lols. fortunately, my instructor came back fer us larhs, told him i can't equalize. n my ears suuper hurt!! but at least i tried to equalize nrt tat bad. the spot where we went really sux larhs. nth much to see too cas the water is very unclear. farnni part. my buddy mistook me fer someone else. how bad can it get?? he differentiate us thru my hair. ohh crraps. =p n he held the wrong ger's hand. Zzz...hahas. alrites. he's forgiven cas he has bloodshot eyes aft tat. i suppose is eye vessels burst. soo sad.! and yar he's a deep breather..!! he used up all his oxygen sooo crraps!! n took my instructor's one! wooarhs!! n used up my instructor's one...lOLs!! in de end was somehow force to stop diving.!! de moment wen we surfaced up... my ears hurt lk mad. burning sensation inside..ringing ringing. awww... wen we got back to land i had headache becas of de pain. tut i'm goin deaf. my voice seems louder den evry1!! slept awhile n packed up n headed back to sg. obviously nw gettin alot better or shall i sae ... i can hear perfectly. =magical depths of de sea=
