.:happily ever after ?? God my forever:.

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

1 The Lord is my shepherd;
I have all that I need.
2 He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.
3 He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
4 Even when I walk
through the darkest valley,^[a]
I will not be afraid,
for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff
protect and comfort me.
5 You prepare a feast for me
in the presence of my enemies.
You honor me by anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
6 Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me
all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord
forever.

i will remember it all the days of my life. even a lil ger can remember.
The God in her. how wonderful. im' impressed, yet ashame of myself.

6:52 PM

and i don't need to elaborate much the pix does the talking.
it's MAMBO jumBO mAma...!! hahahs (:

it's PAY day again! my 2nd time getting it. sooo happy!!
well, ultimately i'm gonna spend it again. shoppin

g starts today! (:

11:19 AM

it's so urgent!!!
awwwhs... 25ths coming.
and i got loads of stuffs to invest.
like camera,mp3 zen stone, and LOADS.
seriously, it's so endless. money is never enuff.

i'm falling deeply in love with you.
Jesus you stolen my heart
i'm captivated by you.
never will you and i be apart.
i'm falling deeply in love with you.
sighs. had a great chat. feeling better i guess.

someday, finally i SAID evrything out to someone that brewed in my heart for so long.
finally no sudden mood swing i hope.
finally, no sudden depression.

Jesus, i'm hanging on.
believe in me. trust in me.

i'm rebellious by nature. but still i love you.
yes i do my way, but i seek your kingdom right.

2:00 PM

i miss you a little,
yes a little too much...

been and back from fireworks. aweesome. did i mention? (:
i guess i talked too much. HAHAS hyper.
it's work tmr.... ohs no that's a life of a healthcare worker.
let's work hard.
let's get the shit out of evrything.
even it's hectic BUT GOD, gets all the glory not unto man. But you God alone (:

i love you. * really.
maybe i shan't think ;p
naturally, oh au' natural.
MAMBO here i comeeeeeeee

1:01 AM

life's all bout working and working...
some people tend to make ur life horrible.
but i know evrything's gonna be alright becas my God lives in me.

recently had some destressing diet;
big buffets!
had sakae wit peili and ken.
and my cgm.
then i ate so much.
my granny got me steamboat.

my stomach is gonna burst...

i lost my appetite recently.
sighs. anorexic?!?! awwwhs

12:38 AM

i'm back.
FAST AND FURIOUS *

a bird that's let out of the cage finally (:

God bless...

hopefully more chances back there. whees.

priority one here i am.
i love niceee people.
today's crazy ; busy ; exciting.

8:17 PM

Happy Nurses Day!
to my dearest colleagues and friends...

a poem by me ;
happy nurses day,
for angels who sacrifice their 7-3 , 1-9, 7-7 timing
who worked 24/7 on standby
nurses who ignored nature call,
because of call bells ringing every moment.
nurses who go on hunger pang,
who gave up their standard breakfast,lunch,dinner.
who had breakfast converted to lunch which by then converted to dinner.
who wanted to stop for a drink
but gave a 2nd tut.

nurses who are so compassion.
who wanted to cry but held back their tears.
because of tears, it'll break patients and relatives heart.
tears that show signs without hope.
they became cold because they didn't want to affect patients.
who is warm at heart which can't be felt. ; the actions done
the patience they possess to hear patients agony.

my oh my ; the gave up their personal life.
to be back there serving you.
they grit their teeth even when they gotten work OT.
when OT = over time = no money.
they still hafta stay for patient's sake.

nurses who walk back n forth
just to grab something for the patients
counting the total steps they took...
maybe it's infinity

the love they touch.
will reach many...
but who will understand a nurse's life?

when all they wanted was to help.
was to love.
some absurd patients took for granted.
relatives scolded without giving a 2nd tut...

sometimes the tears in nurses was never shown.
the pain they went thru...
the day in they out.

God bless the nurse.
(:

12:00 AM