why does this wave of downfall depression comes again.
didnt i mention i'll bind it in the spirit of God.
didnt i mention i'll be strong enuff to comprehend.
i'm tired.
i'm tearful.
i'm eternally depressed.
i can't continue.
if you pull i'll be stagnant.
my arms are too short to reach out.
i can't understand the way of life.
i can't put it into my small little brain.
it's exploding. and i need some outlet.
my lil brain cries for help all day long.
as i chuck something back into my recesses memories.
i can't rmb the day wen i wud face it.
i just chuck it conveniently.
and then, i exploded once again.
always as usual.
i need to breathe.
i need to run.
maybe i should go.
let me give up evrything.
