my life's so changed becas of God.
this week emerge has been so impactful.
it' gives me creeps and goosebumps.
becas God knew all things.
i admit i'm never perfect. or shall i say, no ones' perfect.
But God make all things good. he took all my burdens.
as the saying goes" let go and let God"

You think it's easy being a christian.
You think they say as long as you accept Christ, life's gonna be good.
NO WAY! not that kind. you'll go thru all the fire, trials n tribulations.
But did God promised that you'll go thru that forever.
no,
God stays faithful forever n ever.
he showes me what's eternity. and placed it in my heart.
You think u'll get love that's eternity from whoever so anyone?
like your gf or bf?
there's no eternity, only God gives eternity.

Then why choose to stay in Christ if; life's so tough.
afterall being a christian or not, you'll still go thru the tribulations RIGHT?
i thought u said, there wudn't be all good since you accepted christ
SO WHY accept christ?-(must be dumb)
*Because you know, and you're certain that when you're in christ, tribulations or trials that come your way. God is helping you through- part n parcel. what's impt; he's moulding your character. from Glory to Glory definitely.
- take it; if you're a non-believer.
you'll start complaining, WHY IS ALL THINGS unfair! i mean they get these n i dont get that. it'll only make you become more miserable than ever.(doesn't apply to all, but at least apply to some i guess)
but as a christian you believe that all things come for a reason. Good or bad, like how Job; even at his hardest time he praise God no matter what. Even when he can't see the light, like how bleak the future seem to be, he praise God faithfully.
*the character moulding.
God test and God sees. God understands and forever helps.
we're happy people going through our hard times.(christians)
we're sad people going thru hard times(non-believer)

*ps: above all are just thoughts of what i feel.
no evangelistic purpose. (:
thoughts of how great my God is.

this song i love. and forever it dwells in my heart;
Lord i want to sing, until im lost in your love.

Who am I
That You would know me from the start
Set me apart
Who am I
That You would place eternity
Into my heart

You have given to me
More than this world could give
My purpose is found in You

One life, I lay at Your altar
One love, I have with You
Touch me again
Fill me as You hold
My outstretched hands

One word, You know I will follow
One heart, broken to You
Use me again
Your mercies follow me
For all my days

In Your presence
In Your power
Holy Spirit, I surrender