i've a strong urge to cry... sorry not becas im left alone this valentine or that i've no lover. that's not what im implying..
im happy with my frens having fun in mind cafe.
but... suddenly when im back home, troubles and problems started flooding in. im helpless Lord.
really... i think im suffocating, i can't breathe i can't see any light.
im tired. real tired. and i wish i'll stop now.
i did tut bout that for a moment when i was walking home... it was lonely. but i didnt mind. what i was pondering was, what ifs... ; a car bangs me??
sounds pessmist, yeahs very unlike me...
then, back to reality i said no. my life ain't gonna end just like that.. even if it's tough.
even if problems seems to be endless..
YES! even if i can never seem to solve it.
and yes, ive been running away from all...- even tho i tut i wanted to face it bravely.
and now, it's back once again. and please im sorry, let my cry again..
i feel like stopping right now. i tut it wasn't worth it, becas if i've stop breathing now people who loves me, will be devastating and mommy too..
i tut of mommy for awhile...
and now i had nuff'
end it now!!!!- it's not worth.why you culdn't understand!
my heart bleeds...
