Have anyone of you given ur life a serious thought??Do you're always seem to find yourself saying " take a step, at a time." zou yi bu kan yi bu.sounds familiar?? yeahs maybe it might sounds quite cliche`anyways, what i wanna talk about is that, we shan't take our lives for granted.the people around us for granted, the love for granted. the things that people has done for you for granted.-not a single thing must be taken for granted.*else you'll regret.have you recently read about the papers that healthy middle aged people actually died in their sleep. Maybe during their sweet dreams or even nightmare, but what's the concern is that, they're healthy people who just died suddenly, isn't it terrifying to hear such things??im very disturbed by all these... and i really wanna prompt evryone out there do not take your time and lives for granted. *live each day as if it's your last day. what if i was to die now i was pondering. i mean... im quite a scardey cat, what ifs, i would have never a chance to tell the people how much i love them. and i just leave the world suddenly,or anyone that is so close to me just leave me like that... you might never know.so i sincerely advise all of you treat your lives with seriousness... don't always think i can always wait and do that, or, aiyas it's okas just a small thing dun need to say thank you or anything, i'll always have the whole life time to say that, but wait! before you mention this, think about it, are you God? How would you know that your time is not yet up till i mean 100 years old? Yes, definitely evryone wanna live up till such an old age, but that's not up to our decision.That's God's decision on whether he wants you to go to heaven at an earlier time. Yes, i should not fear death for i know i'll land in heaven no matter what.But what i fear is that the agony my love ones will go through, and my unfinished stuffs in earth.Yet i've always feel that living in this world would be quite a horrible burden, since earth is just a transit and not yet my final destination. If i was to die tmr,
-i want to let all those people who love me, that i really love them alot alot...-i want to thank all my family members-i want to thank all my nice frens who are always by my side no matter what, pain,joy,tears...-i'll forgive all those people who hurt me.-i've never hate anybody.-i love my church frens.-i always wanted to be a great nurse.and ve left for a better place and my love ones, please do not shed a tear for me. just have me in your heart and that's more than enough.life is vulnerable. please treasure.and i will. from now on...
evryday of my life,-i'll not hide my feelings.-i'll say i love you anytime,anyhow to my love ones.-i'll travel as many times as possible.-i'll wanna dedicate more of my time to God,family.-i'll try out new stuffs and learn things that ive always wanted to learn,e.g dancing and master the art of piano.