im very much traumatised. going thru a hard deal of tough time. i can't get it outta my mind. why must you do this to me? do i really deserve all these?? am i also unworth? i do care for you. and i really do. i tried to calm myself down. and now, thanks im better. i dunno the, how are you feeling now ,msg helps alot. but indeed it didn't. and u aren't even the least bother why i didn't reply. and how am i feeling now. am i suppose to be treated like tat?? after a few long days, i still haven heard anything from you. shld it just end like tat? or shld i take the initiative to ask wad's really happening. isst my only 1 sided part for having feelings.. am i not a human a lady to be treated wit respect and love. is this how u deal wit me? now im trying to strengthen my spirit. and the next moment i wanna be at, is the truth from you. ur utmost total honesty....
