technically, i think my body had been overworked. and now it's in tremendous restructing and giving me loads of problems. 1stly - i've lost my humungous appetite somehow. (which is the lest expected) 2ndly - i can't take LOADS of food at one go. think i'll vomit and get into extreme pain in my stomach. lastly, - im utterly disappointed with you. (im serious) you've been testing my patience, and do try more.. try more hard... i'll turn my back , well don't try harder too, cas im kinda pissed alrdy. you better be more sincere... or i'll gonna just turn my back towards u. im sorry. but i had enuff.
- maybe it's stress.. maybe it's problems unsolved. well for whatever, becas of all these accumulated into my body and brains. it causes me BIG prob. like giving me colds and sorethroat, feeling heaty and having flu @ the same time. and den losing my appetite and seeing food and feel that it's never gonna be delicious once again, more look at it makes me sick. how terrible??? Oh Lord, what has it been turning me into?? Where is the me? Im a sick child. ;/
