yups! the fact im blogging this post, is because im back in school. and trying to make full use of the resources here and blog now! ive missed blogging about loads of my stuffs. and many many things happened. i can't finished it in a post. but i hope i summarize evry bit of my life so people are aware what im experiencing now. not that i need to shout out to evryone. but to people who really care about my life and don't even have the time to ask me " How are you" even if they do. we usually can't have long conversations that allows me to tell them my whole life. life's been rather tedious and tiring. did i mention in my previous post too?? i believe. hahas- well attachments makes me crrazy and tired. does school life does the same to me too? narhs i doubt so. and ive missed the cheerful, bubbly Huishan. can you imagine someone who sulk alot and then doesn't take things more postive. and after today's pysch lesson. ive learnt something even when things doesn't seem BRIGHT or NICE ... your mindset must always be positive so thus your attitude and reaction will be GOOD so it's positive too. if your thinking is negative evrything will followsuit. too much of all these work. ohs yarhs and i believe im gonna work very hard for year 3. trying hard to acheive more so at least when im out working as a registered nurse i don't regret and blame myself for not trying hard enough to study. study life is always better than working. and i really hope i could further my studies if allowed so. yups! for now. im tired of relationships. tired of getting here n there stucked nowhere. would any girl want such a thing happening? i think nopes. yarhs. definitely. and i hate people who acted that they know evrything and then trying to be funny. absolutely irritating. definitely! kkays did i summed up evry bit of my missing part of blog? i think nopes. there's alot more to say. well let's hope i can finished it all in a jiffy God knows evrything yups. human doesn't and they assume and i hope not. Human minds are deceitful. Hard to explain, tough to solve. i hope my life is simple even when there's once when i hoped it's more than that. anything more, makes it complicated. so i rather stay simple and happy. so i can seek back the previous Huishan who's lost in somewhere. back to school keeps me occupied. back to school makes me wanna study.back to school makes me happy. nothing beats the life of being back to school. nothing beats the life of having the past Huishan back.
