oh no! the feeling is back again. this time worst. hope i could manage it better than the other time. ive been really busy with heaps of stuffs, like u know endless proj and then come my tests and then come failure. sucky rites. but still i mux Praise God. Give thanks give thanks!! =) for the joyful heart. year 3 is worst then any years i had. siighs. and im finally gonna struggle thru to 26th aug before i fly off. ohs ugghs i've forgotten to take the hongkong trip booklet. gonna have to remind ling. mon is pract and theory. WOW! gonna study 2 in 1. have to praise God for no time wastage. Gonna pray for strength and wisdom while studying. lately, im quite into jazz. weird timing. hahas!! and i don't even knw what influenced me. taadaa`` now it's 1.20am and im still not gonna sleep, my hair is damn wet. ohs yarhs talking about hair. i suddenly hab this urge of doing something drastic to my hair. LIKE BIG CHANGE!! and nowadays ive been so TERRIBLY busy till i can't stay @ home. siighs. mommy,granny. nwaes, i think i can start a slimming regime alrdys. hahs. im growing FAT AND FATTER. i dunno about the numerical kg. but well, at least thats what im feeling now! erhs feeling FAT. not a very gd thing heehees. maybe evryday eat meetakmak or sth. or maybe don't eat larhs can fast and pray bout LOADS OF STUFFS. =) and God is gonna answer it. esp healing for someone! =) and healing for myself. im internally sick.... ;p (jk) pls don't take it seriously when u see it. and dont' come asking me, oh man! how internally sick are u? BETTER NOT! but seriously i need to pray for loads of stuffs. and i hope God is really gonna answer it.
