it's been a tough ,tiresome attachment i had for my whole entire years in nyp. Now and here. i wanna start whinning if u can't tahan pls go off! ty! life hasn't been GREAT. but i know ive grown all mature, thru trials ive learnt alot. thru different situations. i knw wad i shld do. not sulk at it! but take it and understand the whole process in a more mature accepting way. I wouldn't be more paranoid then the past me, more defensive than the past me, more stubborn than the past me. more whinner than the past me. and more accepting than the past me! i know i've gained alot more then the ones i've lost in the past. All Praise to the Lord! i really hope attachment is gonna end soon. -as what shing says:" slow and steady win the race, Huishan" Huishan- is a ganchiong spider. - hyes quite true! i simply thks im really one of the ganchiongs! hahas- i shall change =)