these few days haven been really bloggin. yarhs boring days. its seen to be like a routine. siighs oh yarhs ive been workin in bugis as a telemarketer earning some extra cash. thurs was my last day. nwaes she wanted me back for anth 1 or 2 days. but i really thk working is just wasting my hols. maybe i shan't work. i shld just concentrate on other stuffs and help out in my fren's wedding. These few days haven been really great. except for working. there's just too many things for me to cry about or maybe i don't even know why im extremely moody for that matter. don't be deceive by my outer look. sometimes i can't hold on. maybe evrything seems to be building up making me break down in a devastated state. Been washing clothes for the past hell weeks. and it hadn't been great @ all, my lil siblings are like free-loader. they're too spoilt. siighs. and now my shoulder really hurts. been reading the purpose driven life book. im kiinda down. or totally im nrt sure yet. but i thk im rather emotionally unstable. ive started to read the purpose driven life book. -happy. maybe it's really right. till ya realise what is your purpose on earth for God u wuld never find the right meaning for life. and whatever u do. u do unto God but nrt seek approval from earthly pp, becas it tires you. and their expectations change drastically evrytime. God never, and his promises are eternal. =)
