a queasy feeling- im very very moody nowadays, esp when exams are over. and ive really spend doing nothing thats meaningful for these 3 weeks. how spastic?!?! stayin @ hm and waitin for the rain to stop. sleepin @ only 5am, waking up @ only 3pm. it's gonna change, when my attachment starts. im so confused wad's there more to thk? wad's there more to worry? wad's there more to do? -nothing. attachment is gonna start. and i hope occupied time means less worryin less confusions and less doing. - at least im tired to do so. ohs yarhs!! pump it pump it. black eyed peas's pump it is really addictive *when can i be back at track?? -running running i wanna run i wanna walk i wanna fly be away and release where?? where isst?? cas im so lost gimmi a compass bring me back. Oh God! your love fills me, that's what i ask for. for without you life's gonna be empty and meaningless where else can i seek something more true more real than your love angels, lift me up. to a place called haven , where worries vanish. where confusion is nothing. Where God is real. where there's eternal happiness. Halleujuah
