Celebrating Chinese new year is always the best! Ang baos coming your way even though i don't really collect lots of money inside. but well, they're still money. at least by then i can save up for my diving trip once again. soon enough im missing diving! wen isst gonna be my next trip... siighs. orhs well, now im trying to rush my CCF project. Being a leader is not that easy afterall, coordinating the group for meet up sessions and always having to present a good role model. I so not want to finish it up but because im the leader, added pressured. Sometimes i wonder, why people can care less about other things and start blabbering like the whole world own her something. Totally ridiculous. What a waste to have such a person on earth. God knows that too(pondering). Not living up to her life and then start daydreaming is so damn useless. crapper, talking like she know evry shit exactly the way how her brain functions, like an empty vessel makes the most NOISE. totally unbearable. I do miss visits to my relatives, and the atmosphere of cny. Lost it long ago, searching for it. hopefully will be back. CNY has never been a festive season ive look forward to. Not mentioning other festives. vdae and blah blah blah as the list just goes on and on endlessly. Gathered up with 12.o.click only 8 came along. And went ken house for a cny visitation. Looked thru his dumb geeky photos and tried recalling all those funny events we had during our secondary sch days was just memories ought to be remembered. Mine was kinda worst but well there's alwaes sth better tho. Played the name game and was totally confused. After that ate nice scrumptious dinner prepared by his mom. i missed the vinegar soup. awwwhs. Nowadays kids don't love it. But i do.(exceptional pls?) Played mahjong without gambling of course. well i never do gamble too.gambling is never my forte. Once i gamble, i tried once though which is years back. And not only i felt damn my heart aching like mad and also ive never win any money except to cover back my losses. So i thought i'll never gamble well, not that i lose money or wad but i wanna avoid the heart ache i get and also not to waste my money in this way. HATE GAMBLING!! Don't tempt me. no temptation is enough for me to start gambling. miraclely, once ive stopped gambling... i kept wining. well you see the point now! im nrt made meant to gamble alright. God made it so PERFECTLY right! =) So i never gamble till then on. unless eating nasty food. well im quite up to that tho. nothing concerning money i'll do. of course not other immoral things like wad unbuttoning one button and stuff like that which is totally ridiculous.like a fool. okaes, so mahjong was great as usual won 2 games out of 3. NOT BAD RIGHT? hahas. for the fun of it though. siighs. meeting lecturer tmr and im gonna sleep soon. cell group meeting tommorow and then fri k box session and then bbq aaarhs endless larhs. im damn busy where's the time management. almost bonkers!!
