yesterday nite was hell for me. i was tossin ard tryin to get sufficient sleep before my sch starts early the next morning. unfortunately, it didn't help. i was in a terrible ultra bad mood for i was nrt feeling well at all. abit of fustrated. tried prayin for healing. at least it works, i went back to slp ard 4am. PTL. the next morning was crappy. the pain wuldn't go off. pain score of 8. i culd hardly crawl out and walk to my toilet. my face was totally pale. totally unable to function well for sch. so i had to skip the 1st lect which i alrdy intended to. hope it wasn't a big miss. siighs i was happily telling my mom about my fren's exciting trip to OBK- outward bound korea hoping that she wuld say she'll sponsor me if im able to go. well all she said was something i dreaded the most... " No more overseas trip, till u're going to pay yourself" ooohhh heelll!! no trips no trips. i almost fainted like for nuuts! im nrt gonna survive if im nrt going overseas at the least dive trips plss... but she was very unhappy bout me going for overseas trips. im GROUNDED. in fact i need a job. harrlows?? job pls?? mommy grounds me for this year. this is gonna be a bad year even before i tut it'll start off WELL. well, now im gonna rely on God's grace of provision for my needs. And im prayin hard im able to go at least one outward bound trip be it aust, korea, japan or south africa. i JUST NEED 1 TRIP! plsss...sobsobs. thai is gonna be the last trip. NEVER. i tut i wanted to go brisbane for some dives and skydiving. but . there's alot of things to consider. no point, im nrt gonna fuss myself about it. im just nrt going even if it's a big miss opportunity. siighs. tmr im meeting my fren who's back frm new york. crraps. my fren is nrt driving so sad. so it means im gonna travel again. which i dread most! i hate hate hate. no CARS. hahas... im so spoilt. wad ifs... take a look at my world map on the palces ive visited so far...there's still so many i haven been...ooohs..!!
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