It's finally the end of my 1 month posting in nuh. the long, tiring attachment. the one that ive alwaes hope it'll end ! like RIGHT NOW. yehs and it ended. and im contradicting myself. i miss my patients, my staff nurses. but i'll get over it quite well since i dun nd to wake up during the wee hours when evryone is happily snoring away. i shall now go back to the sch life setting when evryday i culd jux slack in the lect hall eat n talk , luff like crazy wit my 12.0.click frens. simply missing them. hope evryone is FINE. hahahs... hurrays. all joy tears and laughter.. we had an annual party organise by the sista. it's a tradition. (tut they'll throw a party for us)---> hahas..!gasp! it's my longest posting for the moment. i dread prcp. and the day i start workin as a nurse. no offs during PH when evryone is enjoying festive season. no sleep. not enuff energy. the long tedious hours of workin. **why am i a NURSE in d 1st place?? awwwhss..!! my staff nurse quoted :" tho it's long hours and sometimes evryday really seem like the same but, there's alwaes time ive felt meaning in wad im doin and when patients have been stayin for the ward for a long period of time and finally is discharge." -undescribable feeling. that's the magic that made so many staff nurses stayed as nurse. or maybe for the money i dunno. but wad i know is. im gonna strive harder and work harder and treat my patients wit love and care. my biological time tuning back. 8 hrs a day. studyin is TEDIOUS too.! well nth is ever easy. so i shall make more effort in evrythin im doing. hope my appraisal is well written by the sista or i'll never step into that ward hahas. -im j/k k? no choice i'll never hab a chance to make an independent choice. in like 2 more days it's gonna be new year! so new year new resolution. whees. 2006! wad shld be new and wad shld be thrown away?? by tmr i'm gonna come up wit a list of 2006 resolution of the year.! and im gonna work on that may God bless a new year a new beginning.! Happy new year!! -abit too early. better early than never! wheees..!!