it was a so called manageable busy day. and it was okas. well as all of u know. it's gonna be xmas day in 5 days more. n im so gonna proclaim that im actually really a procrastinator. i haven SEND my xmas cards. crraps. big big trouble im gonna finish up by todae n send it by tmr. dun blame me for late wishes. at least i sent =p alriites. i thk the most impt one shld be nurbu's and nima's xmas cards. it's gonna be late. im quite bad. n i wanna send photos to them too. sadded. mommy agress for us to be at thailand during cny. quite cools. but the idea of not being able to collect any ang baos upset me terribly. well, and ive been really broke these few days. i went on a crrazy shopping spree for 3/4 pants and i lost count of hw many i bought recently. exaggerating.- i shall save more money for thai trip. heard from fang there the stuffs are dirt cheap. im gonna go for a crazy nuts shopping spree. tho ive annouced my trip. dun expect for any prezzies except for special people i do loorve . =)) my lil sista shld be on board on the plane to taiwan. hope she get me some cool nice stuffs. n more photos to show me tho ive been there too =). hope she wun freeze there. advised her for more warm clothes and she refuses .*she thks she's bionic. ugghs. i think ive gotta change my temper. the demanding side of me. and the person who jumps into conclusion real fast. next time wait n think and then decide. big change for a new year to come. yehs im quite demanding at times. and i thk it's really really bad. it' had been integrated into me since young. it's really hard to change yarhs. i'll try my best no guarantee. ohs yehs im so gonna miss my 8yrs maid. she's leaving tis yr. quite a sudden decision. and a new maid is gonna come. im quite unhappy with it. new person new time MORE EFFORT. suucks i hope she dun do anything wrong n lose my stuffs. im so gonna kill her. oops im demanding again. too bad=p it's been quite fast. my attachment has been alrdy 2 weeks. 1 week 2 days more n im gonna be free again. quite coool yehs. n sch is comin. ohs yarhs im broke i've mentioned i hope to get some easy job easy cash. considering some clinic assitant or maybe a tuition teacher. teachin like pri sch kids. i sux in all subs i dunnoe which sub to teach also. i suppose the easiest shld be maths larhs. shall revise and malu myself. jux for the sake of more pocket money. no choice =p becas i wanna spend on dive trips, shopping, overseas and good food. a choice of luxury. the PRICE TO PAY!