b-e-a-utiful memories will always etched deeply in my heart.[nepal]
ive realised i wasn't using my talents to my max. yehs, quite contradict wen i say i dunno wad's my talents while i say i wasn't using it fully. cas i know im seem like wasting my time. wen de whole lot of pp doesn't feel it tat way. im enjoyin my life. but im nrt serving. to make it sounds more horrid.. im practically throwing my precious time, my life without anything done to be so meaningful which is pleasing to the Lord. i say this becas im afraid one day God wuld come to me and ask , " So Huishan... what have you done to the talents ive placed in you?" me: "eerrhs, well practically ive done some lil things in my life which seems nrt very significant to me and so i can't exactly rmb and oh yarhs talents? im nrt quite sure wad's my talents actually..." horrible.ashamed.=/
after attending today's bible study. i admit the feeling wasn't quite right. hard to explain with just words...
drifted away from my first love. im sorry. time wasn't given to you. im selfish.. i admited
my life is in a total mess. you were alwaes there wen i needed you. but i wasn't able to give up just abit of my time.
wailing and yelling was the only solution. throwing my temper was the best thing i culd do. i knew if only i ask for forgiveness things wuld change. but whhys??
im fustrated. who knws it. i knw u knws it well... i still miss youu. and i really love youu..
