it's a lil more special than the usual entries i've typed. it's gonna be a serious and meaningfully created and typed by me. well, it's always me. I was pondering... if anybody really visit my blog? and read thru evry single entries i've typed.hmps i've doubt so. the amt of pp taggin is few. yet rarely any commented on the post.sounds abit spastic. but yehs it's okas. i'm fine wit it as long as i'm able to pen down wad i'm truly experiencing my heart-felt feelings. if ya're my all time supporter and does come in frequently to check out my blog i simply appreciate ya precious time. yarhs. The highlight of the topic for today is Infatutation. I've learnt if from the book i've kissed dating goodbye, wonderfully written by joshua harris. It's a highly recommended book for christians still stucked in d middle trying really hard to make a decision. Is tis infatutation? The guy oh seems so wonderful for me. Oh well, stop plunging into the dreaming world. Ayees, who knows he might be my future husband. oh snaps it.! Yehs. i've learnt a no. of interesting points to help get me out of infatutation phase. And focus on being single. Single serves a purpose alrites. Don't u thk you can't make full use of it. But well, i haven come to this part so let's skip tis and try to focus on the idea of tryin to jump out of the infatuation phase. or short-termed romantic daydreamy phase. hahas.. evryone who is right minded has gone thru this phase. i'm sorry to use right minded. i can't thk of anth better phrase.hahas. arh yehs. Do you ever start dreaming of the guy, you met like yesterday becas he's absoulutely cute. becas he smiles and captured ya soul. eerhs?? abit extreme. but well, wen ya're inside or hooked you wun realised. Even the moment he smiles can melt ya heart. siighs. how deceitful the heart can get. You'll then start dreamin about him. so hope u both can be a perfect couple, how both can fit nicely tgt n be a wonderful, everhappy couple. sounds so fairy-tale... But you thought it's perfectly normal that i've feelings. But ya're wrong. Becas of ya everyday dreamy state. You yearn to see him more. So when you get to see him the next day, your heart thumps faster evry secs. Sounds bad. You're actually idolising him in a way or so and become idolators. And you've forgotten bout God. And hopping happily that he'll fufil your needs and bring you fufilement. Well, in all circumstances you'll be building ya dream castle that wen the guy comes into your life it'll be nothing more than u ever want. Have you forgotten your purpose?? Is this all?? What's God purpose for you ? To find the right guy you've built with illusion.?? Illusion is nth but deceitful, fake, falsefully created by your heart and desires.siighs. don't we realise?? We neglected God, Neglected how he gave us the opportunity of singlehood to do lots n lots of things n fufil our purpose for him. Imagine being cooped up with family wen ya're married do you think by than you can grow more for God wen you mux put ya loorve into ya wife. ya kids? Make full use of singlehood. Do nrt urge for a r/s. Only God knows more than anyone else who's the right perfect guy for you. Set rules for yourself. Find someone you can be accountable to. Pray hard for being able to resists temptation.Pray for grace to fall upon you. Lead an extraordinary life for God. Use singlehood to grow in areas God wants to build you in. Don't sulk. Smile for the ever hard opportunity. =) understand the logic. It isn't God wants you to be single he wants you to use the time wisely during ya free time and focus on only Him. He reigns in evry other single way. Brothers and sister in Christ... a overall conclusion. Pray with faith. Hold unto God's purpose. Rmb ya purpose. Ask God lead you. Word in it. For God has a person planned to be planted in your life. He will appear. Not he wun appear. So focus and God will lead you. Have faith, trust in him. resists temptation. Fast hard rule : When you always remember God is God and man is man. Only God can fufil evry any single thing you asked for only you can fit into ya missing piece. Nrt man... =))
