sometimes i wonder , why m i left alonee to face all these .. havin the feelin of being lonely. i've never felt enough concern from evrybody and whenever i hab to overcome the hardest time of my life most of the time i'm alwaes alone. Why must God forsake me, y m i alone to handle all these ?? I've alwaes tut that wen nth gets my way..
Psalm 22
1 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning?
2 O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer,by night, and am not silent.
3 Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One ; you are the praise of Israel.
But after reading psalm 73:25-28 Whom have i in heaven but you and earth has nothing i desire besides you.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Psalm 73
21 When my heart was grieved
and my spirit embittered,
22 I was senseless and ignorant;
I was a brute beast before you.
23 Yet I am always with you;
you hold me by my right hand.
24 You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.
27 Those who are far from you will perish;
you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.
28 But as for me, it is good to be near God.
I have made the Sovereign LORD my refuge;
I will tell of all your deeds.
recently had my advance diving and becas of my inability to sink well in the water i kept floatin up resulting me to have headaches. Who knows i've tried really hard to overcome my fear in sea. Sinking in was never easy, esp wen u can't n evry1 can... Tryin to sink in wen u're floating up, how pathetic the feelin can wen u culd only do nothing and float up/ how helpless culd i get. And the fear is never gettin me off wen i'm lost n seperated from my team-mates, i was there tryiin real hard to focus on wad shld i do and tryin to calm myself down, seriously i've improved compared to the last trip wen i'm lost. Most of the times in my diving experience i'm alwaes lost. But i've told myself i'm never alone. cas i knw that God is alwaes by my side whenever i m. I waited and they came back for me again. =)Now in my journey wit God is never easy, sometimes i felt that i'm lost. And i hope i'll be guided well. And i'm alwaes stuck with how shld i start reading. Siighs. Found an excerpt from inhis.com which is very meaningful to me, mayb to u christians it might be meaningful too so njoy reading =)) God knows evrythingAn extract from inhis.com (women's inspirational stories)
God Knows!!
When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts... God knows how hard you have tried.
When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish... God has counted your tears.
If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by... God is waiting with you.
When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call... God is by your side.
When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn... God has a solution.
When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated... God has the answer.
If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope... God has whispered to you.
When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for... God has blessed you.
When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe... God has smiled upon you.
When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow... God has opened your eyes and called you by name.
Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing... GOD KNOWS
