sippin ribena and ponderin wad shld i blog. can u hear it comin can u trust urself? flyy... hilary duff sing tis song- fly! kkaes tryin to get evry1 into my current mood. neither happy nor sad. i tried nort to label wad's bad n wad's gd so at least, it stops me from comparing. kinda gd way, tried a couple of times. Haven been running fer eons, now my muscles are kinda stiff. Suffered cramps b4 tat, was running too much. hmmphs. training fer aq if all of ya r not aware by now. Tough tranings, wasn't up to such tedious thing. Shld'nt hab tut of joinin at the starting. But neways, i beginning to loorve the company of my team-mates. And i alwaes look forward to the dinner session wen we gonna gobble all the food. Hees. Sounds lk somee... monster who's starving fer days. yiips. We all fail.But it is not failing that hurtsWhat hurts is knowing that you didn't give your best.Therotically, i categorise myself as de person who experienced dis. I dun wanna fail myself, cas i noe i'm not werkin hard enuff. Got back my Bio pract results, tho i've passed but it wasn't ideal. My frens pass at a better grade den me. Yar. alrites i'm comparing again. I ain't sastified lar. alrites. I just hafta blame myself for nort werkin hard enuff and tryin to makee myself super busy wit lotsa of activities evolving ard me.Forgetin to add in addtional time fer my studies...siighsHave the discipline to do lil things you don't lk-and you can spend ya life doing the big things u do lk. Yar i abhor studyin, tho i loorve nursing. farnni logic. it' doesn't realli make any sense. But yar i better hab tis much of discipline to study and den i can spend my lifetime doin de BIG THINGS I LOORVE!!...
