it's been eons since i last slept well. i've been realli super busy wit my things. esp tryin to occupied my time wit valuable things done. after da camp, i learnt tat being a leader ish nort bout tryin to alwaes gif commands, it's to learn n try to listen n accept peps views. i dun realli loorve da camp, i thk it's de lousiest camp i attended so far.. it' can't be compared at all. lousy coordination. bad games. de onli thing dat i appreciate bout the whole camp ish dart i've got to noe moree nursing frens from diff lect grps. meaning i got moreee frens. isn't it great by tryiin tis path to widen my circle of frens? neways, i got leadership spotted by the mentors. and i'm asked to join the nxt comin mentorship camp. i agreed neways...no harm yar ? and now i hafta start muggin anp becas i haven even had time studyin... spasteek...hmmphs. i'm been tryin to slack n bum ard n procrastinate wheneva i hab de time. darrn. tis isn't realli de rite way yar ? raah!! madness.. clinical test ish on mon n i'm realli freakiin out becas of de no. of failures and how strict the lecturers can get. i cant fail. cas i noe i wun. hees. now i'm tryiin realli hard to study without the knowledge i've learnt in class. therotically it means, i've neva been payin attention. ~screeams~ hmmphs... currently tryin realli hard to search fer anp animations hopefully i understand better wit all those videos. seriously, i'm better at understanding videos den lookin straight into the book hopin i culd understand all de concepts inside. n yar...finally i've let goo of him. deleted wit a click n blocked him away from my life. he found his ger. and tho i can't admit i've lk realli ....forgotten bout him. but i'm happy fer him at least. haas. ironic isnt it ? lols. kkays jux wish he neva cross my life agaiin n i'll neva nd to stepped into his life agaiin.
