yar pouring outta all my sorrows. after haviin so much tots bout hiim flashing past my memories. feeling reali happi bout all tat had happened. totally miserable aft slappin myself back ta reality.
i'm hafta face de reality ger..i hafta admit i ain't strong.
mayb fer 1 mth 2 mths or even 1 yr... i won't be able ta forget all tat had happened.
y does our mind werks tis way ..? we rmb the happy n sad memories all together...
smile at da happy n sulk at de sad...
y can't i jux switch it to werk tis way... hold onto the happy memories n throw de sad memories away..
it's absolutely absurd!
i'm actualli missin hiim.
his smiles.
his dunnoes.
his coughs.
his swt nths.
his drummin sessions.
``madness.
fer nw i hafta realise it's over. n fer now i chose to reminisce de past.
facee it bravely. no one can help me thru except myself.
