i'm still so hyper at this time. Usually i'll fall asleep, but just because it's holidays i can slp fer all i want. And practically this is wad i did today. Sleeping long hours and not wanting to wakee up. After waking up, i m dead bored! I have nothing to do. I feel so free but so stupid.. cause i m nt using my timee wisely. Saw a few sms-es, normally i dun get soo many sms-es it's so weird. No one wants to msg me. I bet it's because i'm jux so boring rite? i dun understand y. gRrr...wadeva. When i read those sms-es, all r those msg tat wants me to accompany them out fer shopping. C'm is everyone turning into a shopaholic aft exams? The aftermath of studyin too much ? Though i hab the urge to keep buying clothes and everything i know that tis isn't the way i'm gonna spend all my money on. It's quite pathetic when i alwaes buy non-stop and forgets what i really want in lifee... i wan to learn moree stuffs. i shld spend my money on all these instead of getting all thosee clothes. lOOking great with nicee clothes gif u confidence. But, building an inner-self is moree impt! Imagine being a bimbo, having the looks and nothing in ur brains. I don't thk u'll achieve anything greeat in life. Read from danny's blog and he mentioned something bout the typee of lurvee.. tut it's soo true. Being single is nothing! Being in lurve is so what? Not in lurve is k! Single is sooo ok, soo normal, y must everyone crave fer lurve?? Is it to replace the loneliness inside urself? Isn't this so selfish ? Wanting some1 by ur side whenever u need them ? I don't thk we'll nd them. Having somee special frens is enuff.. esp i thk it's moree impt searchin fer ur soul mate instead of a lover. A lover do lurvees u, sastified what u wan and what you want a lover to be. But fer a soul mate i supposed it's moree on gettin u to be more fuller in character-wise. Instead of sastifying ur desires... Is being in lurvee so great? Love do hurts, and if we knw it hurts y mux we insist to be in love n gettin ourselves being hurt so deeply. It's so senseless rite? We just have to accept the fact, that having another person in ur life makes u being controlled and not being able to do the things u've alwaes sought to fufil in lifee..U're trying to compromise with one another. So much of the restriction and y does one come across of hoping to fall in lurve. When you're alonee, you can alwaes find what u really want in life. What u seek for.... What r u living for. All these questions will surfaced up eventually. But likewise, when u're deeply indulge in lurve. U onli want to stay liddat forever. Without dreams , we aren't ourselves. Just admit it. Having a goal in life brings you to where you want. By chance, i've found what i m living for. Being a student nurse, and hoping to pass out to be a remarkable nurse that heals pp's soul and giving them the zeal in life. It's possible cuz it's not impossible. Hopefully every1 start to realise that they aren't clear about the path they're walking and would stop for a sec to thk. What they really want in their life? L o v eord r e a m s......? ? ?
