m here to finish my essay.....my essay finally reached 1200 words n above. feeling kinda sad. this feeling is so weird..i could hardly xplain out wit words. in my life i've did lotsa of things tat i've regretted. there's likee one particular thing tat i will nv forget n will regret fer life. i knw it's too late.. but i jux can't help it but feel sad n down at times wen i'm reminded of it. it's so miserable. n pain. eventually my heart aches alot. anyway had tis bio lesson n recently we studied tis cells thingy. bout those genes i mean...it's like, fer e.g if ur mum is colorblind most prob de children will kanna....it's like we're under our parents inheritance . y mux our health be under controlled by dem ? isn't it soooooo unfair ? it's our life wad.. hAIz life is jux soo unfair. some pp r fated to live wit 100 yrs of life n some 20 yrs ? life is unpredictable. no one can predict who will die. alwaes rmb to treasure de ones u lurvee n nv hab any regrets. dun be shy to express ur lurve to dem. it hurts de most wen u nv can express ur lurve to dat person. i can't understand wad's the world's like? y mux there be deaths? y can't every1 live foreva fer eternity? no pain, no sufferings. nothing. isn't it great ? sufferings r realli hell! like those third world children. with no tvs,not enuff of food, no clothes n wadeva....n here we r happily living knwing n hack caring bout their life. i mean ish this wad we humans r ? is dere any humanity inside ? heard tat sg'reans r a bunch of kind hearted souls. yeaa mayb, mayb nt.. but it's like so wad? if they're kind n brave the guy in westmall wuld be hacked to death w/o any1 comin to his aid. he wuld'nt hab die lar. a handful of sg'reans r kinda...shitty. i dunno lar...wadeva..mayb i'm in depression n unconscious mode. tt's y i'm speakin some kind of rubbish here.
